My Lyfe

2010-09-30T12:18:00.001+08:00

work has been occupying me

so this is it

i'll be closing down my blog.

thank you everyone for being my loyal readers back then.

2010-08-14T16:35:00.004+08:00

I know my saturday would be this bored.
My boyfriend was told to do direct at 4pm
BOSAN BOSAN BOSAN
BENCI BENCI BENCI kalau die kene direct!!!
Make my way to KD just now & love fetched me after his work.
alhamdullilah.
Sent adik & 3 of her friends to Pasir Ris for her event since aku ni kesian la sangat budak budak tu nak travel jauh2..
Love sent me home & straight to work again for his bloody direct.
Hopeeefullyyyyy hopeeeffuullly...
My boyfriend will end his direct early because we've talked about breaking fast together later on coz he was craving for supppp tulangggg
Tolong la sesiape yang bekerja di jurong port tu buat keje cpt sikit
Boleh gitu?
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA
ahhh tido la dulu!
Have a great weekends everyone!

Look deep into nature, and then you will understand everything better.

2010-08-13T14:51:00.003+08:00

My NDP wasnt good as what i expected.
Everyone decided to travel by trailers.
I missed the fireworks dued to some issues that maybe we are late or maybe its because of the damn BMW car.
Moved off to Changi since no one had any plans in mind
Eat,laughed,crapped till late morning
Knowing that i even had to work in the morning,we crapped all day long till i forgot that i was supposed to work in the morning.
Shits happened that 1 of us couldnt move as his tyres punctured & 2 of them had to jump into us & we had to send them home.
Reached home at 4.30am & straight made my way to the bathroom
Works sucks since i was very very very sleepy
I was half-dead.
Ahhhhhh cut the crap of that day
BANGSAT
------------------------------------------------------
Earned a little cash for 3 days working with aunty since she needs my help
puasa da 3 hari
semoga aku dapat hadapi semua cabaran
kerja dgn makcik besar dugaan aku kat canteen
makanan makanan makanan makanan makanan
later must make my way to go send ayah's phone for servicing
arrrggghhh malas malas malas
-------------------------------------------------------
mudah mudahan esok aku dapat berita yang bangga sekali
amin.

Imagination is everything. It is the preview of life’s coming attractions.

2010-08-06T16:01:00.003+08:00

Finally its friday!
Been rotting at home for almost 5 days. Saddened.

Weekends with boyfriend which i cant fucking wait.
I am fucking having for my pop just because he will be back to his old workplace which he has been working for 17 years.
Today is the last day of him working at his current job.
All the best ayah!
-----------------------------------------------------------
boyfriend please end ur work fast!!!

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.

2010-08-04T18:24:00.000+08:00

I don't know what I am thinking. For goodness sake. I really need a getaway.

I havent been blogging just basically i was busy busy busy.
I've been well,healthy & happy.
The 17th,boyfriend has been splurging me on alot of things like again;thank you sayang.

Last month on the 1st week of the weekend,love & myself decided to hit the sentosa universal studio but luck wasnt on our side,he had to work on both of the weekends that we had planned out nicely. So.. A few weeks back,on the 18th,we finally get to get on with our plans but luck wasnt on our side again coz it was raining heavily when we reached there. We decided to on hold our trip again since the weather is not so nice.Saddened.

Hershey's is really making me go crazy

Next time next time more to come
---------------------------------------------------------------------
We've always made the time to catch up with his friends come what may.
Off to bedok to one of his friends wedding ceremony
24th
Mashita's & Azri's solemnization
25th
Mashita's & Azri's wedding ceremony

I really didnt get to be at the very front to get their pictures because boyfriend was busy with fetching the bride & groom with his car thru & fro & i was left behind with his friends.
We really didnt get to be together but everyone was having a good time.
Selamat Pengantin Baru Mashita & Azri!
-----------------------------------------------------------------
Life's been pretty hectic with difficulty of working even though my job was only to assist customers & my workplace is very fucking near to my house. I am glad that i do not have to go through that job again because they decided to close the project. I am down because i have to find another job. On the very last day of my job,bank tellers told me that i am very useful working there. But oppss sorry bank tellers,u have to do it ur way.
On the very last day of my job,surprisingly,boyfriend ended work pretty early so he decided to fetch me at my workplace n we head off to dinner.
Couldnt wait for the next day but still i had to wake up early to send my timesheet.
A draggy day to get my job done before a day with boyfriend.
Surprisingly,boyfriend ended work very very early so we decided to meet quite early to catch a movie
I even suggested that we travel around by public transport for the day & he agreed.
Pizzahut for dinner since mydearboy is craving for pizza's!

We catched street dance. It was 7/10

Next is step up!

Decided to head off to one of his friends pit since its been awhile meeting his friends
Texted ibu that im not going home for the day & will only be back the next day
Had our morning breakfast at macdonalds & mydearboy sent me back home.
Decided to meet again in the late afternoon but both of us were already snoring in bed right after we reached home -_-

Thank you for the never ending lovely weekends dear :D

Nothing is easy to the unwilling.

2010-07-07T15:28:00.002+08:00

For the past months,I was stucked in the middle of always trying to find whatever jobs that i want to.

I was doing ok back then but i was offered a job at ayah's workplace with better pay & a better timing of working.
Everything was nice. Breakfast was bought by ayah. Lunch with ayah. Colleagues is the best. Home with ayah even though he knows my bf is waiting for me to end work.
But things wasnt always on my side.
I've endured only a week at that workplace.
In a week,2 of the days i cried after work but still i make it to work the following day.
The agreement that i received wasnt the same for what i went through..
Documentation everyday & calling everday.
Others is rushing to catch the transport home,my department is still computering here & there..
I go home late every night except for the first day that i was allowed to go home early.
So ayah told me if this is what i always went through during work,he wans me to quit.
I did.
The 8th day which i was supposed to go to work,i slept the whole day until afternoon.
I did the right choice & now i am rotting at home trying to find a job.
alamakkkkk buntuh ah otak niiii job anyoneeeee??
----------------------------------------------------------------------
Boyfriend has been splurging alot of things on me even though he knows that im working & i can get it myself.
Terima kasih la sayang!
----------------------------------------------------------------------
I AM STILL CONSIDERING ON WHAT TO DO TO MY HAIR
bangsat ah.

give up.

2010-06-27T13:42:00.001+08:00

what i've always wanted for wasnt there.
So..

GOODBYE DA,HELLO SC.

2010-06-16T14:38:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the absence.

I was busy with this,with that bla bla bla..

I barely have the time to update so let it be today.

Last 2 weeks,on the weekend,sent adek off to the airport for her bandung trip with her schoolmates.

I swear i missed her the most whenever she is away.
Fetched her 6 days later along with her guyfriend n ayah.
me-"aku rindu kau la" (kissed her cheeks)
adek-"aku pon" (kissed my cheeks)
me-"ade rase macam tknk balek da holiday kat sane?"
adek-"tak ah. looking forward to go home sey"
alamak. sweet gile la adek aku ni. hahahahahaha
----------------------------------------------------------------
Been spending the weekends with boyfriend but at late nights coz he's been assigned to direct work every saturday. grrrrrr
Last weekend,told boyfriend that i was craving for spaghetti.
Decided to catch a movie so we booked midnight shows before we catch spaghetti at breeks at marina.
Bumped into his friends,exchanged talks before we proceed to our movie at cineleisure.
We catched

it was 10/10. Recommended.
Decided to go home straight after the movie coz both of us is already in the half-clutch eyes.
His eyes were already closing when driving so i had to sing sing sing in the car in order for him to stay awake -_-
I've been thinking on where to go this weekends
bleargggh

BIG girls don't cry.

2010-06-02T15:05:00.002+08:00

Life wasnt easy these few days on my side.
Hopefully the weekends that im hoping for is gonna be fine.
I'll be back.

a month of may..

2010-05-20T17:24:00.008+08:00

This month seems to be so busy that i hardly had the time to update.

Been spending the weekends with love basically to ECP for his family day picnic on the 1st of this month.
The weekends is always a day with his friends be it saturday or sunday.
The 2nd week of the month,helped aunty out since her helper is sick n was on medical leave for 3 days.
The 2nd day at work was hectic coz the company is retrenching over 300 people from every department & we had to cook for over 20 aetos security for lunch..
Last day of work was tiring as always coz the retrenching issue is still going on..
Had a day with kakak on the weekend
Did a little shopping with kakak as her pay was already in & kakak invited mydearboy over for dinner at lau pa sat.
Bumped into gennie hunny at bugis *exchange hugs & talks*

Head down to plaza sing to meet up with his friends after dinner.
Chilled over at merlion & headed back home at 5am.

Had a day with the dearboy on sunday for dinner.
Weekends do not last long & i had to help aunt for 1 more day which is the following day.
Friday,myself & the lil sis had a chance to take a ride on kakak's guyfriend new kia car along with kakak. Head down to marina to shop for his clothes & head down to kampung glam cafe for dinner.
Head down to marina barrage to chill around as it was still early.
Still too early,so we head down to somerset to chill before heading home at 2am & realising myself & the lil sis was asleep behind car seats.

*kening kening*

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

has been friends for 10 years now

my kakak that was named 'gusi' by boyfriend
HAHAHAHAHAHA
but i still love you kakak despite that i have to bear seeing your teeth like that for another 2 more solid years

my lil sister which is irritating
but despite the odds,i still love you.

As usual,the following weekend was spent together with dearboy.
I was craving for BK & excitedly told the boy & yes,we stuffed BK for the day.
Followed him to shop for his stuffs but nothing caught my eyes so i told the boy to skip my stuffs. Bumped into my girl in a shop & we exchanged hugs & talks.
Met the boy friends over at raffles link after getting his stuffs.
Chilled over at merlion until it was only 1am & we are so bored so we decided to make a move first.
Continue the day at bedok to meet his other sides of friends till 5am.
The boy drives over to BP's macdonalds to have our breakfast before sending me home.

Was awaken by the boy that he was craving for the crunch cheesy bites the following afternoon.
He fetched me & we head down to lot 1 to have it.
Ended the day short as it was raining heavily & we had nowhere to go.
After all the day was fine.
Had a day to esprit alone the following day to get some clothes since cik mira texted me that she's having the staff purchase. Worth my money to get the clothes :)
I bet i had to accompany the boy to shop again this weekend
Pleeeaaaaseeeeee come fasterrr weekendssssss coz i've already miss the boy badly :(

The beautiful uncut hair of graves.

2010-04-30T13:20:00.001+08:00

I think its time that i should give my hair a new look.

my boyfriend gave me a few ideas on what should i do with my hair

trim it

curl it again (he's flirtatious of curly hair)

remain the same

-----------------------------------------------------

on the other hand,i feel the urge of getting a haircut but on the other hand,i do not wanna cut it even though i will always listen to people saying

"hair can grow right....."

BUT

i love my hair so much & by cutting it,it will only take a few mins but waiting for it to grow long again will take months or even years.

& my only aunty can understand me

"nak potong rambot skejap je tapi nak tunggu panjang lagi lambat.."
so i am still wondering whether should i change to a new hairstyle
ggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Anyone can hate. It costs to love.

2010-04-29T13:24:00.006+08:00

The drilling noise above my level is really getting on my nerves
Here i am alone at home living in a misery of the drilling noise -_-
I can feel the boredness already of staying at home doing the same thing over & over again.

But i've been spending my time with the boy since last week.

23rd,friday;

Went to ibu's workplace until lil sis arrived from school

the boy accompanied me for my dental appointment over at sister's place

24th,saturday;

saturday will never be a day without the boy's friends.

met the boy at 7pm

fetched An-black over at bedok

Proceed to changi for fishing & meet the rest

Had late dinner over at changi

& it was already 1am & we had to send home a friend at tampiness

Chilled at tamp till 2 more cars joined us

chit chat chit chat tick tock tick tock
everyone was out of idea & decided to head home at 5am

it was nearly 6am & the boy sent me home.

25th,sunday;
met the boy again in the later afternoon to have lunch

& we ended the day short

27th,tuesday;

the boy couldnt get away to accompany me so i went to the new hospital with kakak at khoo teck phuat for dental appointment again -_-
met kak nisa there & she offered me biscuits while waiting
Had to drag kakak to come along with me to settle my fine over at NPB since the boy has given me the money for the 1st payment
lunch over at kfc with kakak
met the boy in the late afternoon since he was on course & was allowed to go home early
ended the day short since he will be having his course again the next day.
28th,wednesday;
met the boy again at 2pm since he was released early from the course
pop in to his house to watch

Had my all time favourite drink,passion fruit milk tea & the boy sent me home at 9pm.
I smell moneyyyyyy end of this month~~
Another day with his friends this coming weekend
bahhhhhhhhhhhh

2010-04-14T14:01:00.005+08:00

A quick one before i take my afternoon nap.

Rewind back from last monday on the 5th;

Accompanied lil sis to take her passport & proceed to town to have lunch along with boyfriend.

6th;

Went to NPB near botanic gardens to settle my fine & proceed to tampiness to meet boyfriend's bunch of friends.

7th;
mydearboy started his new job & was allowed to go home early.

Had a day with him to causeway.

10th;

Celebrated Ajiz's 22th birthday over at taka. dearboy & myself head off to bedok to fetch a friend of his since the others is heading to zouk & we have another plan with the rest of his other friends..

The rest of his friends decided to go fishing so we met the rest over at taman jurong.

Fished till 3am-ish & had late supper over at boon lay.
talked,crapped,laughters till it was 6am-ish so we decided to head off home.
Sent a friend of his back to bedok & mydearboy sent me back home
I was already feeling so uneasy in the car as i need the toilet urgently but this boyfriend of mine forgotten that i need the toilet badly. Instead,he just make his way to my place.
me- "i need the toilet la.. forgotten about it?"
him- "alamak! is it that bad?"
me- "TAK AH TAK"
Upon reaching my area,he stopped at a nearby coffeeshop.
him- "u need the toilet right? u go 1st,i wait for u here"
me- *staring at him*
him- "or u wanna go home straight?"
me- "u're asking the obvious. we've reached here,might as well u send me back home"
him- "oh okay okay"

His eyes is already half-clutched but he didnt wanna send me back home despite its already morning. HAHAHAHA
love you la sayang!
11th;
Was awaken by ibu coz its already afternoon. Received a text from mydearboy that he wanna meet me. So we did but we spent the day together for a short while coz his friend decided to have dinner together with us over at adam's rd.
Met them over at yishun & fetched yati all the way at jurong.
We waited for her for more than an hr & everybody was already pissed off including me.
mydearboy let ajiz take the wheel from there
9.30pm,make our way to adam's
10.00pm,still in the car
yati- "eh abg aku kate exit ni exit ni exit ni...."
TAK SAMPAI SAMPAI

10.15pm,still in the car
yati- "eh Sap salah la..abg aku kate exit ni exit ni....kau nampak shell,turn right.. bla3"
TAK SAMPAI SAMPAI

10.30pm,still in the car
ajiz- "eh Sap,kau plak la drive"
TICK TOCK TICK TOCK

ajiz- "yati,kau ade navigation tak?"
NAVIGATION EH NAVIGATON

10.45pm,still in the car
*wind down the window to talk to a man in his car beside us*
bam- "hallo mr,how to go to adam's road ah?"
mr- "turn right exit AYE bla3..."
ajiz- "ape die ckp?"
bam- "ntah eh die ckp turn right turn turn turn turn..."
DARAH AKU DA MENYIRAP NI
DA LAPAR JADI TAK LAPAR
11.00pm,still in the car
mydearboy- "eh aku rase aku tau la"
me- "u da tau asal dari tadi tknk ikot je jln u?!!"
mydearboy- "ni i rase je.."
DARAH DA MENYIRAP NI
11.27pm,FINALLY. ADAMS RD.
mydearboy- "cam best eh merantau satu singapura"
me- *stared at him*
bam- "ah2 eh da macam jalan raye eh"
safian- "ah2 cume lupe nak pakai baju kurung tadi"
KALAU AKU ADE TEMBAK,AKU TEMBAK SATU SATU
Upon reaching there,most of the shop was already closed.
*clap hands*
Told dearboy to send me home first. He did.
Feels like as if i took a bus down to adam's rd eh?
What a night.
----------------------------------------------------------------------
NOW,I AM REALLY FUCKING BROKE THAT I AM SO EAGER TO WORK
LOBANG ANYONE?!

If you want the rainbow,you gotta put up with the rain.

2010-04-04T18:07:00.008+08:00

Sorry for the absence.
So many events happened lately that i didnt have the time to update.
Thousand of apologies.
Rewind baaaccckkk
21st of march;
Attended kak hidayah's engagement day cum her 21st
Attended Hariz's cum Haziq's birthday chalet

22nd-24th;
I was caught with high fever & bloody sore throat & went to the doctor the next day.
Since mydearboy is allowed to go home at 3pm on the day of 24th,he decided to catch up things with me by having dinner to let me fill up my stomach.
25th;
Met mydearboy again since it was his off day.
Sent my hp for service like againnnn & we had heavy lunch cum dinner over at swensens despite i was really having a bad sore throat before we catched

It was 7/10.
After the movie,i was already down with fever like againn.. Told mydearboy that i wanna head home early since i was not feeling well again. So we did.
After all,thanks for the day dearboy!
28th;
Went to collect my phone & met mydearboy after his work over at vivo to have a drink.
29th;
Earned a little cash by helping aunty over at her canteen since her helper is not ard.
31st;
Had a day with mydearboy to east coast plussss i was bloody FINED for 300 bucks which i have to pay within 2 weeks.
NABEYCIBAI
Next day had a day with mydearboy again since he overslept to go to work & we ended up at bedok to meet up with his long-time friends. Had a great laugh & head off home at 11pm.
Yesterday,mydearboy has come to a decision to quit his job over at PSA while waiting for his other job which is on May.
Wasnt quite into it but i've yet to understand his working situation over at PSA so i gave in.
Let him have plenty of rest before he starts on his new job.
Its been raining for days.
Today wasnt a good day too coz i was left alone at home.
Hopefully tomorrow,a new day will be a better one.
Great day ahead readers!

Absence makes the heart go wander.

2010-03-14T14:46:00.008+08:00

The more i see the computer screen,the heavy my eyes is.

Chop chop chop chop

Quick one before i take a short nap with the nice weather like this.

Recap on last Saturday had a day with boyfrann plus his friends.
The day didnt turned out well for a few hrs between us but we made it through the rest of the day.
Had lunch at bistro delifrance & dinner is on Yati.
After dinner & all the laughters,we catch

at midnight in 3D. His friends joined us again after our movie & cabbed home in the morning.
Monday,met boyfrannn again to WM,IMM & JP.
Tuesday,met my girl at night for our girls usual talks.
Thanks for the mc chicken meal beb!
Friday,meet ibu at her workplace & accompanied her to TTS to see my sister's doctor for her dental appointment. Bonggggokkkk kau kaaakkkk!! Aku nak tgk kau boleh tahan ke tk~~:p
Set along my dental appointment which is next month.
Make my way home & met boyfrannn at night to accompany him take his school cert at his other house. Cabbed home at 3am.
Told boyfrann that i am craving for
chicken spaghetti. Muahahahahahaha
Yesterday,initial plan was to renew my lil sis passport as she will be going to Bandung on her June holidays. Meet up with boyfrann coz he'll be collecting his IC too but it was a crowd the day before yesterday so they closed down the application of passport for a week. Had breakfast at macdonalds after the collection of his IC. Split up adik coz she's meeting her friends. We decided to walked to bugis from dhoby ghaut while waiting for our afternoon movie,we catched drinks over at starbucks & make our way back for our movie. We catch

Recommended show. It was 10/10. Fucking hilarious. The show can make u laugh right from the beginning until the end of it. HAHAHAHAHAHA
After movie,we had dinner over at coffee bean's forum & i had my chicken spaghetti.
We joined his friends soon after our dinner but it wasnt long coz he had to work today. Bus-ed home & as usual,we had a talk for an hr or two before he head home by cab.
Thanks alot for every single moments dearboy!
-------------
Rain rain rain
Ahhhh~~ nice weather.
I wanna sleeepppp.
Tc readers.

its coming. i can sense it.

2010-03-10T21:19:00.000+08:00

Happiness is one thing that multiplies by division.

It is better to have loved and lost than to have hated and won.

2010-03-03T16:47:00.010+08:00

BOSAN LAAAA...
Last weeeekkkk,i am craving for

so i told boyfriend that im craving for goreng pisang & he kept teasing me that he gets to eat it at his workplace -_-
Monday,feeling so lethargic & sick,started off my day by meeting boyfriend to collect his IC.
But when we arrived inside,he began to become panic that the collection paper was not inside his wallet. Then he remembered that he left in on the table at his home -_-
So we headed down to town to have lunch over at macdonalds.
Hoping so much that i'll get to eat goreng pisang but we couldnt find any.
After lunch,we catch

It was a slow movie but a meaningful one.
After that we head off to esplanade to chill ard..
Didnt head home straight but we chilled ard again ard my area until he realised that i was actually already very sleepy.
Since he was on off for 2 days,we planned to meet again the next day at 10am to collect his IC.
But we met up an hr late coz he was fast asleep.
Not only he realised that he was supposed to only collect his IC on the 10th instead of 1st..
This one boyyyyyy ahhhhhh
So we head off for lunch over at yishun..
Not until...
boyfriend-do u wan to eat goreng pisang?
me-of course la...
boyfriend-come,lets go get goreng pisang!
like finallyyyyyy~!!
my cravingness is away thanks to my dearboy!
Thanks awak!
Didnt really did much yesterday so we decided to have dinner & head off home early..
Thanks alot for the days!
Cepat la sikit semua baleeeekkkkk
Boringgggnyeeeeee

Happiness makes up in height for what it lacks in length.

2010-02-26T17:01:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the absence..

As always..BUSY BUSY BUSY LAAAAA

Recap recap recap from last friday until today..

Last friday met boyfriend & spent the whole day with him till late night..

Saturday-rot at home.

Sunday-as usual,wedding. WEDDINGS WEDDINGS WEDDINGS!!!!
& not forgetting! my girl,my lady,my beb,my bestfriend,my listening ears,my sister,basically my everything,turned a year older!

You're not getting older, you're getting better.
All the joy you give to others may return right back at you
Hoping your wishes come true year after year
Like a fine wine, you improve each year
Hoping your 19th birthday bring you life's real gifts & good health.
Last but not leastttttt,last long with Hariz!
More happy years of friendship!
Me love you.
Sorry,i didnt get to wish you on time through my blog.
Sorry,i didnt get to get you something.
Sorry,i didnt get to follow mr to surprise you.
I'll make it up to you someday! :D
----------------------------------------------------------------
Met boyfriend in the late afternoon on sunday for dinner over at breeks after his work.
Monday,met boyfriend again for lunch since he is on the night shift.
Met him again for a movie but movies was not to our liking so we had dinner & chilled over for a talk..
Thank you for changing ur shifts to mornings now.
----------------------------------------------------------------
Yesterday,nearly had a fight with granny.
Testing my bloody patience!
To vent her anger against me again,she left the shower running & watched the tv.
&#@$%!#@*#@%$^t%
& today,to show that she is down with me,she made her way to my aunty's house.
IM ALONE AT HOME NOW.
ape nak jadi niiiiiiiii

Nothing is ever as simple as you first think.

2010-02-17T16:39:00.005+08:00

Gong Xi Fa Cai
Chinese New Year=Wedding Ceremony
Last Sunday was cuzzin's wedding ceremony over at Desa Kartika Indonesian Restaurant at Takashimaya.
Everyone thought everything was cocked up in the restaurant.
Didnt spent much time over there so after all the camwhoring,we went off.
Morever,it was CNY so the shops are all closed except for that restaurant.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
So what if its valentines day?
Its not a need to celebrate valentines day for me.
Next day,head off to mustafa with parents but didnt get anything there so we decided to head down to bugis. Suprisingly,Bugis is ON.
Did some shopping with mum & off home.
Today,i am rotting at home with my sister who is sleeping right now.
Will be meeting my girl later after 7pm.
Friday pleaseeeeeeee comeeee fasterrrrrr :((((

A handful of patience is worth more than a bushel of brains.

2010-02-12T14:29:00.003+08:00

My plans this weekend is gonna be packed again with weddings.

kahwin kahwin kahwin kahwin kahwin

besok besok aku kawin make sure korang korang datang ah.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Last night i told ibu i wanna eat chocolates. So she bought me & lil sis

& i've yet to eat that coz i was busy with other things till i forget about it.
And today.. Nenek went to the ntuc to buy some stuffs. She never fails to get me chocolates whenever she go to the ntuc. & OMG,she bought me the same chocolates as what ibu bought for me last night. 2 of it some more. And now i have 3 of that chocolates.
*shakes head*
Drop that,i have to accompany kakak go shop for her stuffs later after her work.
arrrggghhh malas malas malas malas la kak....

PMS cravingness.

2010-02-11T18:31:00.004+08:00

Last 2 two days,i told my boyfriend that i am craving for ice-creams.
So he promised me that we'll go grab ice-creams on thursday which is on his off day.
So we did yesterday.
Accompanied him to ICA building to get his IC re-done & we settled down for lunch at bugis and we make our way to esplanade since i am too full to stuff ice-creams after my meals.
After an hr or two of chilling,we decided to make our way to vivo to grab ice-creams.
I was so fucking confused to choose on where to eat my ice-creams.
Swensens,Ben & Jerrys or Haagen Dazs.
I was even confused to make up my mind when he gave me a few options whether i wanna dine in to eat my ice-cream,dine outside or grab a tub at vivomart to dine outside.
It took me an hr to walk ard vivo to make up my mind.
So.. I settled on..

Ben & Jerrys instead.
After stuffing ice-creams in our stomach,we decided to just chill ard & head off home early as he is working in the morning today.
thanks for day love!
Due to CNY,i will have to bear of not meeting him for 9 days straight coz he gotta work without any off days given.
*sigh*

Art is a lie that makes us realize the truth.

2010-02-08T16:06:00.020+08:00

Yes,i've been busy lately with alot of stuffs.

BUUSSSSYYYYY APE SAK MAHIRAH???!!

But anyway..

Sad to say that i didnt make it to SHInee's meet up on Saturday.

Citot. Sedih aku. *wek wek wek wek wek*

It was the 2 cousins wedding last month one straight at a go..
I swear it was the busiest moments during the wedding which i had to help out with things up & down & mingle ard with the camera to take pictures..
I had to skipped to go to the other couple wedding ceremony at Yishun due to helping my aunty with the kuih over at her house.
*sobsob*

On a Saturday afternoon..

Sesiape nak perkhidmatan kendarat,boleh hubungi saya.

Happens to be Putri's birthday

Her late husband might be hearing from above. My aunty's job is done. She married off her 2 sons at a go. Happpyyyy makcik aku dapat menantu :)))))
--------------------------------------------------------------------
Earn a little on tuesday. Had to help aunty over at her canteen a day before my graduation day.

I swear it was the tiring day i had. Had meals over at IMM with aunty & uncle & of course shop for kitchen stuffs. Off home sweet home after that.
---------------------------------------------------------------------
3rd February
Pictures not in sequence

Finally! I've graduated!
Met with Safiah to only found out that she was actually in nursing course.
Well.. Gd luck Safiah!
Decided not to go home for the day & night so dearboy fetched me from school to have lunch together with me. He sent me back home to put away my certs & we made our way to TTS to visit his granny. Since his mother & sister is down there,we decided to walked off after only we cheered up his granny. He decided to hit off to mount faber,so we did. After which to marina barrage & we had late supper over at lau pa sat. Head off to east coast till dawn & to only found out that i was asleep in the car. We decided to call it a day since he didnt have any sleep since the day before he fetched me.
Thanks for the day & night dearboy!
love ya dearboy!

BUSY MODE!

2010-02-01T13:44:00.003+08:00

Aunty needs my help for tomorrow so she'll be fetching me early in the morning.

I'll be back to update more about my weekends plus my graduation day.

Take care all.

SHInee IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!

2010-01-26T14:25:00.002+08:00

SSSSCCCRRRRRRREEEEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!

*jumps ard jumps ard jumps ard*

SHInee is coming to singapore!!

Venue: Lot 1 (Garden)

Time : 1pm

First 1000 with their album will get to take pictures with them.

BUT I CANT BLOODY MAKE IT DUE TO MY COUSINS WEDDING ON SUNDAY!

Soooooo... Sape2 nak teman aku pegi airport for their arrival this friday?

tolonnnnngggg la beeep akuuuu

Life - it doesn`t HAVE to make sense..

2010-01-22T17:27:00.000+08:00

My bloggg is so deaaaddd.

Well.. I've been busy with stuffs. BUSY WITH WHAT SIAKKK MAHIRAH??!!
Anyway..after a long waittttt.... mydearboy finally made his license back last friday. Accompanied him to ubi & we had to blooodddyy walk a long distance coz this lady gave us the wrong way. Well.. The walk was worth.

After which,accompanied him to collect his lappy over at funan.

Chilled over at esplanade & walked down to CQ to catch the last bus.
Last monday,he came over again to accompany me at home before heading off to work in the late afternoon for his night shift.

We met again last 2 days since it was his off day.
We chilled over at coffee bean & had light lunch before heading off to his workplace to collect his pay.

Search for his clothes & pants & we ended up walking a long distance till i couldnt sleep all night coz my leg is aching from all the walks..

We ended the night early.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------

Im gonna be so busy the next weekend with cousins wedding which i have to help out but i've yet to find my graduation clothes which is less than 2 weeks from now.

Nenek is already back so which means i cant have my beautiful long sleep & i'll have to bear with her blooodddyyy radiooo which she always let it on at 7.30am sharp.
butt she is nicce enough to get me chocolatessss

So what now?

2010-01-14T15:28:00.004+08:00

Pada malam selasa lalu,aku ke luar rumah untuk memandang suasana di bawah.
Mata ku terpandang empat manusia biasa di blok sebelah sedang berjalan.
Tepat jam 8 malam,rumah aku diketok oleh empat pak imam.
aku - ( di dalam hati) "eh ni macam org yg aku nmpk je tadi kt blk sbelah.."

Kenapa?

Aku pon tak pasti.

pak imam (1) - "assalamualaikum,ada kaum adam di dlm rmh?"

aku - "takda,kenape?"
pak imam (2) - "abg ke bapak ke takde?"
aku - "tkde"
pak imam (1) - "ni ade pak imam dari masjid al-iman nak bercakap dgn kaum adam"
aku - (looking at where he was pointing to) "ohh maaflah takda kaum adam dlm rmh"
pak imam (1) - "ok takpa"
pak imam (2) - "apa nama bapaknya?"
aku - "amat"
pak imam (2) - "takpa la,kirim salam bapaknya"
aku - "insyallah" (shuts the door)
-------------------------------------------------------------------------
boleh percaya ke saya yg dtg ke rumah saya tu adalah pak imam dari masjid al-iman?

tak tunjuk aku lesen pon yg die btol2 dari masjid
Yang peliknya,pak imam yg nak berckp dgn kaum adam tu tak pandang kat aku pon. Seandainya,die pandang ke arah lain seperti aku ni hantu. Da lah berjanggut,punye la serammm lepas tu rounding rounding rmh org~
Ibu dan ayah pulang,aku beritahu.
ibu - "lain kali jgn layan. agaknya pak imam ajaran sesat"
aku - "ah2 eh bu btol jugak mane tau eh..."
Taik la pak imam tu aku nak tgl rumah sorang2 pon tkt!!!
weird nye aku blog ni malay malay HAHAHAHAHAHA

no one gets too old to learn a new way of being stupid.

2010-01-12T15:15:00.006+08:00

Last Friday was the last gig of Fakefish. So my girl decided that why not we catch their last gig. So we did. It was the same old fakefish but we didnt get to catch abt each other for a long time as we decided to make our own way.
Gd luck fakefish for the future!
---------------------------------------------------------------
Last week,i was really craving for

indian rojak.
So i told the boy. N he told me he'll find me the best indian rojak.
Last sunday was his off day. He brought me over to amk to release my cravingness of indian rojak. Yes,i am satisfied. Thank you dearboy!
After which,we catch

over at cathay. It was 9/10.
Chilled over at CQ & off home by the last bus as he is working in the morning the next day.
Thanks for the day dearboy!
--------------------------------------------------------------------------

This girl above,my lil sis,my laughing partner at home,my sleeping partner in the room,my everything,turned 14 today.
Study hard!

My best wishes for you dear sister :))
I LOVE YOU :D
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------

The application for HN was opened the day after sunday. So met up with the girl n her guy to bishan to apply for our HN courses but sadly the courses that we wanted to apply is not eligible for us so we decided to apply for another course. Thats it. I chose banking. Hopefully,its successful.
Im on PMS today. Im having cramps all over me.
Its raining over my place so which means i'll have a nice afternoon sleep.

Anything that can go RIGHT, will go wrong.

2010-01-07T14:55:00.002+08:00

I may be too late to wish everyone a happy new yr but oh well who cares,Happy 2010 everyone!
My countdown doesnt go well plus i didnt get to watch the fireworks thanks to Ryan eh!
But nvm. mydearboy is having fun with his friends,forever -_-
Last train home with Ryan & dropped off at Yishun & cabbed home. Thanks Ryan!
Met mydearboy the next day at vivo plus his friends joined us.
My dad turned 45 on 2nd Jan!
Semoga murah rezeki dan panjang umur ayah!

I love you ayah! Muah muah muah!
Off which,my granny fell sick on the day itself. Called an ambulance & yes,she was admitted till today.
Did a little catch up with mydearboy last 2 days to accompany him to his workplace to sign a document & had dinner over at pastamania.
Yesterday visited my granny along with my girl.
Today,at 4pm,my girl is having her surgery.
Wish her great luck & may she be alright there.
& pls dun attend work tomorrow.
I am stuck at home,ALONE. as always since my lil sis has started school.
I am still thinking whether should i visit my granny today or not..

If everbody is thinking alike, then somebody isn`t thinking.

2009-12-26T22:25:00.020+08:00

The bunch of us catch

at the very last minute with Ryan's treat for the night.
The story line was abit too long so 2 of our friends fell asleep.
Off home by cab in the morning.
Thanks for everything Ryan!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Freedom isn't free

My 18th birthday was a simple one yet memorable.
met up with mydearboy at town late afternoon to catch a movie but as what i've expected,movies were not to my liking so we had dinner at fish n co.
time is running out so i didnt get to get my stuffs..
After dinner,we spent our quality time over at one fullerton till late morning.
By cab home.
Thanks for the day dearboy!
-------------------------------------------------------------------
The day after my 18th birthday was my first day of work.
Work was fine for me for the first day..
Right after work,straight to tamp to meet with my girl to head off to ECP.
Even though the gathering didnt really turned out well,i really didnt wanna head off home..
Its been a long time we catch up with things ahead of us..
I had to head off home as i am working the next day..
Thanks to my girl's partner for the ride!

Again,soon.
----------------------------------------------------------------------
2nd day of work was fine.
The day turned out to be my results day.
I can go further provided i still wanna continue studying.
I was invited to the christmas party the following day at work..
I didnt joined them but instead i went out to meet up with my girl to have lunch at J8.
I report back to work late but as i was about to enter the office,they were having a gathering outside the office.
Much to my surprised,everyone was having fun whereas i had to do filling in the office alone.
Not until,my manager called out to me to join them.. So i did.
After all the games,my boss let us of early at 3pm.
I was really looking forward to go off so i went off while they are exchanging their gifts.
Met up with mydearboy right after work.
Was supposed to accompany him to make his driving license but instead he told me he wanted to make it on another day..
So..We catch

As i was up since morning for work,i fell asleep halfway thru the movie.. Grrrrr
Off home by NR since it was actually the christmas eve & town was fully packed with humans..
--------------------------------------------------------------------
25th of Dec strikes,its was my parents 23th anniversary.
Indeed it was along journey with all the pains but as a family,we overcomed it together.
Happy 23th anniversary ibu ayah!
WE LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!

----------------------------------------------------------------

If you don`t stand for something, you`ll fall for anything.

I woke up in the morning of Saturday to go to work when i found out that ibu & ayah was actually waiting to talk to me.
They had wanting me very much to study again instead of working.
Half-hearted,i've decided to let go of my work..
Only yesterday,i had a heart-to-heart talk with my parents telling them im willing to school again.. They were happy about it but they reminded me again & again that i should do it with sincere & not because of them..
Insyallah, I might be applying for HN..
On top of that,a friend of mine turned 17 today.

Happy 17th Birthday Siti Asmida!
Live long to the ripe old age!
You went thru alot so do not give up!
Be happy & last long with Fadly! :))))

BUSY MODE!

2009-12-25T21:03:00.002+08:00

Im so busy with work currently.

I'll update soon with all the things that i've left behind.
Toodles.

18th.

2009-12-20T13:42:00.002+08:00

Alhamdullilah,i've turned 18 today.
Thanks to Allah that i have the chance to live in this world this far,

Thanks to my parents that brought me up till this far,
Thanks to all who wished me be it by text messages,phone calls or the net.

Update soon.

2009-12-17T13:29:00.022+08:00

Last Friday had a last minute outing with Ryan to find his clothes for his Christmas party but instead he bought his own clothes for other usage. Met up with the 2 sisters at Vivo along with Ryan & had our late dinner at BK. Cab ride home paid by Ryan. Thanks Ryan!

Had a day with mydearboy the next day which means he skipped zoukout this yr. HAHAHAHA
We catched 'couples retreat' for the midnight show. NR home. Had macdonalds breakfast since mydearboy is craving for it. Off home sweet home.
Monday didnt turned out well. The job was not to our liking so we decided to let it go.
Yesterday had 2 job interviews at a go.
Alhamdullilah,i guessed thats it. The job i wanted.
I'll be starting next week. Wish me luck.
Gd luckkkkk to my girrrrl too :D

Nothing is lost until you begin to look for it.

2009-12-06T15:32:00.005+08:00

I am down with asthma again last Friday.
I couldnt get to sleep well.
Woke up at 6am. Washed up & get myself ready to go to the polyclinic.
Call me 'kiasu' but there are more people 'kiasu' than me.
The doctor prescribed me my ventolin inhaler again. She told me the old one might be too old for me to use again. This time its not the normal ventolin inhaler she prescribed me but she prescribed me the strongest.
Took my medication when i reached home & off to sleep till late evening.
ibu: inhaler sape ni? sape pegi doctor?
ibu: ahh kau sempot lagi la tu
me: ahhhhh la.
bla bla bla.
Yesterday,after so long which we never did,we had dinner together again at west coast since ibu is craving for satay.
Met with mydearboy late night after his work at his place & make our way to town.
Things didnt turned out well between us so we make our way home early.
Asthma is catching up to my head. I think im gonna be down with fever.

Another friend turned 18 today.

2009-12-03T13:20:00.002+08:00

Happy 18th birthday Fiq!
Awak pon da 18!!!
May you be blessed with good health & happiness!
JOOOMMMMM~~!! kau nak blanje aku ice-creamssss & chocolatesss kan??

Birthday Girls

2009-12-02T18:46:00.005+08:00

Happy 21st birthday kakak oi!
May you be blessed with good health & happiness!
Saaaayaaannngggg kau la banyak2!

Happy 18th birthday eena!
Da 18 la sey!
May you be blessed with good health & happiness!
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Am i even ready to turn 18?
Now,its exactly 18 more days to my birthday.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------
School's out-----------& over!
I am cravvvvinnnngggg for ice-creamssss & chocolatesss!!
Siape nak belanje aku?? Kerna aku da broke!

YOU SUCKS;SOME MF!

2009-11-30T15:19:00.003+08:00

I am not surprised at all..

As what i've expected,YOU will come back,some MF.
Its not only YOU who came to read my blog.
There are thousands,hundreds of people in the world that would come & read my daily entries including YOU so please use ur BRAINS to think that its not even ME who replied to YOUR taggies.
I have my own name. Unlike YOU who is sooooo fucking COWARD not to tag YOUR own name.

So whatever for are YOU in here?

1st,i did not even invite YOU to read abt my daily entries.

2nd,YOU'RE just BRAINLESS.

3rd,shit i am not aware that YOU'RE so CHILDISH doing this kind of job.

4th,YOU have the GUTS to tag me but YOU'RE so weakkkk to even tag YOUR OWN NAME.

Dun be sucha COWARD.

COME FACE ME!

JEALOUSY STRIKES!

2009-11-27T11:44:00.001+08:00

TO WHOEVER IT CONCERNS,FUCK OFF!
ACCEPT THE FACT THAT U'RE JUST JEALOUS!
2 WORDS,FUCK YOU!

she is happy. we are happy for her. congratulations adek!

2009-11-26T14:57:00.002+08:00

I couldn't care less & scream my lungs out whenever she wonder off to anywhere she like.
She didnt get to sleep the whole night telling me how worried she is for today to come.
All i did was,calm her down & told her everythings gonna be alright.
I thought of accompanying her to school to take her results so i skipped school today.
But she told me theres not a need for me to accompany her as she's a repeater.
Not until my eyes was glued to the tv,my phone rang. It was Rashida. She told me my sister was the top student.
No one was there with her to take her results. But she did it.
She made us proud. She took up the stage crying.
Impatient me,i waited at the corridor for her arrival. Shout for her from above when i saw her walking towards the lift.
U may say i am making a big fuss down here but who the hell cares?
I am proud of her! We are proud of her!
Congratulations adek!

Safiah's 17th Birthday.

2009-11-24T19:09:00.002+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday Safiah!

Sorry for the bash just now.

lols.
----------------------------------------------------------------------
I've been busy with studies for the past few days.
Been revising for my upcoming papers.
BEG results was devastating. But oh well,i did my best already whattt.
Next week will be
Monday-POA
Tuesday-BEO
& thats it!
Should i say that i am pretty confident for the upcoming papers?
----------------------------------------------------------------------
Its been awhile since i last hit the library but both of my sisters' are back to the library again. So on certain times,they borrowed books so i can read the books.
N not forgetting,i've been spending my time with mydearboy on certain days/nights.
Not until last Saturday night,he made me so pissed off that i was lost for words & im not even suprised that it happened.
HE LEFT HIS WALLET BEHIND SOMEWHERE & HE JUST COULDNT FIGURE IT OUT WHERE HE LEFT IT!!!!
tell me,should i be so fucked up?
I should.
He drove me back home like as if he was driving a ferarri w/o even thinking of the consequences that anything can happen at anytime.
He didnt went to work the following day as he couldnt enter his workplace w/o his workpass.
He lost his I/C,his driving license,working pass,SAF 11B,SAF P.D.L,P.O.S.B card & 85 bucks.
SOMEONE TELLLL ME SHOULD I GET ANGRYYYYYY??!!!
He was lucky the last time that someone sent his wallet back home thru posting.
His car needs a rest again.
-_-

Art is a lie that makes us realize the truth.

2009-11-12T16:21:00.003+08:00

Life has been very awesome.
& school has been awesome too.
No more projects!
No more sch on Friday!
after monday,i'll be only left with 2 papers dwn the road so which means school will end very soon in less than 3 weeks and which means work work work!
Had career fair roadshow in school just now. Too many jobs,too many humans taking up jobs.
Still considering whether should i work or stay at home?
Cut that,i think im gonna close down this blog.
Should i?

will be back soon

2009-11-09T10:16:00.003+08:00

Been very busy,
I'll be back soon.

You must live for another if you wish to live for yourself.

2009-10-25T19:41:00.001+08:00

I am so gonna be busy this coming week.
I promise i'll update soon.

Take care all.

life is not a struggle,its a wiggle

2009-10-19T15:47:00.018+08:00

Pictures from my camera.
More still upcoming.

The long journey to Kukup awaitsss.. I can't get to sleep,so this is what i did. Everyone is damn tired eh.. Sorry guys.
But beb! for the sake of you,i didnt post out urs hehehehe

Last Friday,office students had a trip to Malaysia,Kukup.
To chocolate gallery-breakfast-batik painting gallery-fruit farm-lunch-Jusco
Overall the trip was okay. Except that we only had little time for every place that we went.
Shopped at Jusco. Didnt get anything too much.
7.15pm back to Singapore. Alight at Kranji.
Bus-ed home. Washed up & off to my lalaland.
The next morning was packed with plans from my mum's side & at night with dad's side.

My weekends gonna be burned again this coming wk due to wedding's again. sibey sian.
Met up with the boy last night after his work.
ANNDDD i was supposed to be in school but i was down with fever & a bad sore throat so i skipped school today.
I am invited to go out with mydearboy's family on the occassion that they are celebrating 3 of the October babies straight. I am still thinking on what to buy for his siblings. burning a hole in my pockettt. GRRRRR
ideas anyone?

The opposite of love isn`t hate;it`s apathy.

2009-10-05T17:27:00.005+08:00

My Saturday was spent with my ITE mates plus a meet up with mydearboy late at night to
catch a midnight show. We badly wanted to catch 'funny people' but it was already selling fast.

So we catch

It was excellent. Highly recommended.
Had late supper over at macdonalds then a chill out session over at our usual place. Home by NR at 4am.
Yesterday,meet up with mydearboy again as he was very bored at home. But we chilled over at my place. Not until...He showed me his driving license & his I/C. He was lucky enough that the lady sent by post & even leave her phone no.behind to let this silly boy call her up to tell her that he received his stuffs. But ended up,i have to call that lady & thank her. So which meansss... His car which has been abandoned for so long,is back in action. No wonder la he reached so fast.
U're lucky la okay. GGGRRRRRR
Last night,my B is back in action eh. Called me up. Bacin tol.
Friday & Saturday is packed with plans.
Next week is already start of the week to school.
I think thats it.
Thank you for spending ur time to read my lame-st post.
Tc suckers.

do not go on fighting problems but instead look at how u handle the problems

2009-10-02T15:07:00.006+08:00

I had sleepless night last night due to my stomach cramps & which this morning,my periods came as what i've predict.
On the phone with mydearboy for almost 3 hours last night & he was late for work in the morning. Sorrry awak.
A friend of mine was asking me whether i wanna sell off my psp but i am still considering coz i've yet to tell ayah that i wanna get either this or this

knnnnncccbbbb coooool shitttt sak

or the new levis watch that i've been eyeing on for the last 2 months
plsssss ayah :)))))))
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Last wednesday doesnt turned out well for the last house. My plan was down. Siak tol! But overall,i had fun with of course my one & only girl even though it was just thru & fro.
Picturesss plsss makcik!
& this makcik is out having fun with her bf's friends
ggggggrrrrrrrrrrrr
so should i follow mydearboy with his friends tomorrow or should i just rotttt at home?
thinking thinking thinking
drop drop drop
i was speechless when mydearboy knocked some sense into me last night
to move on in life one must accept his/her flaws first
then with that in mind it is easier to live peacefully
nowadays people like to blame on others when something goes wrong
or blame themselves when things go wrong
treat each other with mutual respect
but by hanging onto a previous relationship,
how do you expect to move onto a new one?
No new bf/gf could ...possibly hold a candle to your previous one, in your mind, at least.
But the truth is, there's a reason why you two broke up and it's probably for the best.
It's time for you to keep your past in the past if you have any chance of building a future with someone else.
I was speechless & so i told him i wanna call it a day.
I,myself do not know whether am i happy right now or was i just pretending.
drop that,mydearboy is still thinking where to head off to this sunday..
movies? late night talks? heavy lunch & dinner?
ideasss plssss
i think thats about it.

have a great weekends everyone.

2009-09-30T14:20:00.004+08:00

Monday was spent beautifully with mydearboy to accompany him to get a watch & for which had our dinner over at breeks. Late night talks over at CQ as usual with starbucks drinks with us. Surprised my girl from the back nyehahahahaha! Walked till i-do-not-know where we got thru & we are lost. Cab home at nearly 3am as it was rainly heavily. Thanks for the lovely night mydearboy :D
Last night met up with my girl that seems to be ages since we last had our talks.
Hakim joined in not long after.
Heart-to-heart talks between the 3 of us & i hope my girl is strong enough to go thru this. You know i loveee you & i'll help in any way i can :D
Off home nearly 2.30am.
& today,myself & the girl was invited over to somewhere. I cannot wait to meeeeettt that chinese girl la & screw her up! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I am starting to feel the borednessssss at home during sch holidays now
GGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRR
But somehow,i've been watching this again & again,

THIS IS FUCKING HILARIOUUUUSSSS !!!!

"walauuuuu~~~!!!"
& I think i had a good laugh last night.

A handful of patience is worth more than a bushel of brains.

2009-09-26T13:23:00.003+08:00

Eid mubarak wasnt what i expected this yr.
This yr was back to orange again since ayah wanted us to wear the originally new clothes we bought only when we visited his side this coming weekends.
We didnt get to visit nenek from dad's side as nenek celebrated at kampung this year but still,we visited mum's side as what we did always.
Unfortunately,my kakak sedare met with an accident & she didnt get to celebrate the 1st day of Raya. Broken ribs,scars all over & worst of all,her breasts screwed up in a bad shape. May u have a speedy recovery kak nor!
Initial plan was to visit dad's granny which is my great-grandma but she shifted to her grandson's house to celebrate there & we lost track on how to go. So we visited mak long. Pak long lost his eye-sight completely but still ayah is there to talk to him from ears to ears. Sad :(
Visited mak ngah nearby & off home.
The next day plan was to visit dad's side buttttttttt dad's side came over instead. Da tak dapat nak feeling baju baruuuu haiyohhhh
So this coming weekends will be packed with open house & sunday to visit dad's side. Please make it real this time round.
We didnt get to snap as much pictures as we did last yr with the cuzins :(
Drop that,school holiday is here. Im so gonnaaaa rottt at home for like 3 weeks.

Yes,nearly 4 years to being friends,yes,he did popped up the question.
Been spending to much time with my dearboy on movies,meal & a chilling session with his friends not until he lost his I/C & his driving license while withdrawing his money so which means i have to take the public transport whenever i meet him unless someone return back his important stuffs within this week.
ANNNDDDD please stop changing ur carrrrr my dearboyyyyy
pleeaaaaaseeee make this grandis ur final car
even ur friends are sick & tired of seeing u with a new car grrrrrrr
-----------------------------------------------------------------------
Will meet parents over at my aunty's house in the late afternoon but
I had to go over to my aunty's house ALONE later on for her open house,ALONE!
Both of my sisters escaped from this. The eldest is working & the youngest is out with her friends. knnnnnncbbbb
Myself & my girl had to skip fakefish gig today. So sorrrrryyyy hakim. Next time kay next time.
I guesss i have to go for now.
& thank you all for spending ur little time to read my lame-st post. Haha
tc all.

2009-09-14T18:26:00.002+08:00

I've been busy lately.

Will get back again once im free.

Take care readers.

The first step to getting the things you want out of life is decide what you want.

2009-09-02T15:56:00.005+08:00

Last night met up with my girl to get over with things & done with.
I will touch up with the wordings later on. See you at night beb!
School just now was okay. Went through another POA test in the lab. Babi-punyerr-cikgu!
Today was supposed to go & check out the chocolates for money mind business but Saf couldnt make it so we decided to go tomorrow after the trip to Pasir Laba Camp,hopefully.
Nenek reached home not awhile ago but she came home just to take her clothes.
This is what my aunties do. Hari raya coming,they urge my grandma to stay over at their house. When asked, "takpela..kasi nenek kau ddk sane plak..kalau die nak raye sane,biarkan la.."
("nvm la..let ur grandma stay there..if she wants to celebrate hari raya there,let it be..")
If you guys did not persuade her to stay there,she wouldnt even wan to stay there.
My aunties ah..Dunnoe what to say la..Let it be la..Every yr like that..
Cut that,my dear boy was caught up with fever & told me to accompany him to the doctor but i couldnt make it. Sorry pakcik. Told him to cancel tomorrow's plan but he insist on staying to it.
Now my B has already submitted his project worksss which meansssss....
B-The submission date is today! No more work for me! Now its just about you,You and YOU!
SSSSAAAAYYYYAAAANNGGG KAU LA B!
Sometimes i wonder eh who will read all the entries that i've post.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
ahhhhhh i know.. a person who reads secretly then i will receive an sms saying bla bla bla..
THE 'INFORMER'
ahhh bace la bace lepas tu blg KAT DIA oi jgn lupe!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
well i guess thats it? take care fuck.

2009-08-29T20:49:00.007+08:00

It is truly not satisfying to be proven right -- if you didn`t want
that result in the first place.
-Don Daniels

Maybe my previous post was too harsh. But somehow,whether it applies to you or not,its ur problem. I'll still blog as what i wan to blog about. U r NO 1 to stop me. Got it? Please tell whoever ur 'informer' is,to view my blog regularly okay? I feel so honoured that he takes up most of his time to view my blog & tell you my daily life.

I feel so honoured,seriously.
------------------------------------------------------------------------
I was caught up with school this last week. Busy with my role-play,projects & of course test test test. My group was selected for the money mind at Downtown east on the 26th & 27th of next month. We have not even prepared for anything yet. But hopefully,wednesday turn out well for our 1st try-out over at my house with the help of the guy,Alif Hakim.
6 days of fasting went well not until today,my period came.
Met up with my girl on wednesday night for a study session for her test & the next two night for my study session for my test. As usual,girls will always be girls. Laughing will never end. We imagined so far about things & made it into a laughing stock. Crueeeeeel perr kite gang?! We will never had enough of each other.
Next week will be a short week for school. My dear boy wanna take me out on Thursday to break-fast & a movie at night provided if his car is already okay by thursday.

At last after so longgggggg....
B- hey b,how have you been? i miss ya lots
me- wah baru skg eh nak sms?
B- i was busy with stuffs you see bla bla bla
me- well... thats life..
Happy or what?
Aku rindu kau la B!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Tomorrow will be a day to geylang with the family. Alahaiiiii malas sunggguuhhhh!
Aaaaayyyyaaaaahhhhhhhhh i wannntttt that levissssssss watccchhh!!!

do not cry because its over,smile because it happened

2009-08-23T15:14:00.003+08:00

Today is the 2nd day of fasting. Alhamdullilah,everything went smoothly.
Last wednesday,went to send ayah's phone for servicing after school over at CP & collected it back on the day itself in the afternoon. As soon as i reached home,my dear boy was bored at home so he decided to head down to somewhere. He fetched me at 7.30pm. As i had my dinner already,he decided to head down to ECP to chill around with of course our coffee bean drink in hands. Went off at 11.30 as i am schooling at 8am on the next day. *hugs* & bid gdbye :D
We had our class photo taking on thursday plus our high elements on the day itself in the afternoon. Overall,it was okay.Just that not many of our classmates participate in the high elements. Weakk ahhh.. Finished everything at 4pm sharp before it rains.
Friday was down with lazyness & with Asmida having her haircut with the hairstyling students,i did not attend 8am-11am lessons & for which i only attended PM at 11am till 12.30pm. As usual,the teacher screened out 'army daze' movie & i went to my lala land~!
Was bored the whole afternoon at home & yes,i went to sleep again. Wah piang.
Yesterday was the 1st day of fasting so my weekends are burned. Accompanied nenek in the early morning to the bank & went to the nearby bazaar in the afternoon with ibu plus sisters & saw my aunty was actually having a stall there. Kuih kuih sungguh menyelerakan. dots.
Of course,the day was sloggy as i received an unwanted person texting me
I dun see the need to feel guilty towards me when u knew u wanted this & u shouldnt do this if u feel so guilty all along. Stupid asss.
Today was awaken by ibu in the morning to go to the doctor for my face check-ups. It was costly. *biting nails*
Went to the market with my parents & my lil sis. Today's break-fast is gonnnnaaa be a feasstttt!
Time,pls be fast. HAHAHAHAHA
My phone seems to be silent since yesterday to be exact if that unwanted person did not text me at all. What happened eh?
And anyway,tomorrow my mum will be turning a yr older. We sisters are still considering on what to get for her.. Wah piang.
Good day everyone for the start of the new wk tomorrow!

do what you love,love what you do

2009-08-19T15:42:00.008+08:00

Yesterday my guy friend fetched me right infront of the school gate to send me home & get changed for dinner since both of us is craving for 'satay' while he waits for me in the car.
Bath and get everything over done like for an hr. Sorry pakcik.
me- awak lame tunggu kite?
him- nope. cume ade makcik i tgh rounding nak kasi tiket funfair..
me- huh??! tiket funfair?
him- tu makcik2 tu tgh kasi tiket funfair (pointing to those makciks)
me- ohhh..haha sorry la..
him- (pulled my hair)
So..he brought me to East Coast Lagoon to have our late dinner. Satay & other kinds of foods for just the both of us. He ordered 20 sticks of satay which is too freaking too much that we couldnt finish up but we ended up forcing each other to eat until we left only a stick that we couldnt take it any longer. Walked ard east coast with our bloated tummyss & decided to seat ard before going off at 1am ish.
While walking towards his car...he saw a funfair ticket on almost everyone's car & so he was so fucking panicked that he decided to run towards his car.
Luck was on his side eh.
me- alamak u asal sey u tak dpt?!
him- uh? dpt ape?
me- tiket funfair tu ah!
him- eh eh u....... mulut punye la masin! u tgl u kat situ i taknak hntr u balek!!
me- (running towards him) eh tk la tk la! i baru gurau2 hahahahaha
him- bnyk u peh gurau!
Before heading off home,he fetched his friend over at bedok as he is heading to JB with his friend after sending me home.
He sent me off home safely right to my doorstep :D
I am sucha 1 happy girl last night!
Thanks for the night love!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Today school was fine. Skipped the 1st lesson as we are already late & we attended only POA lessons. Not until i received a msg from someone that i longed to see his name appear in my phone...
Suprisingly,the text we went through was not to my liking so i've told myself to stop at the certain limit.
Indeed,the truth hurts even though i don't wish to know.
Indeed,i was thinking positively all along but i was wronged.
Indeed,i wished for the better after the separation but i've failed,not once but twice.
Indeed,i was in the verge of letting my tears stream down my cheeks but i was held back by my friends.
yus- mai,jangan. this guy is not worth for crying.
And so,i thought of my mum.
ibu- ibu da ckp dgn die,kalau suke dgn that girl,go ahead & leave you alone. u still have studies to focus on. i dun wan all this shits to let ur mind go haywire. kalau die sms atau call,layan aje semane yg kau mampu..
And that was the mistake i made. Again.

2009-08-16T19:25:00.004+08:00

I am supposed to study for my tomorrow's test but yet i am still infront of the computer updating. Sian.
School has been great except for POA. POA is sucha an ass. Teacher is sucha an ass. Not after long,i decided to skip POA last thursday which is 2 hours for the very 1st time since the next day,the teacher is kind enough not to give us any test. 8-10 lessons,went back home.
Friday was even dull even though my guy friend sent me to school & i was like way tooo early for class. BEG,nothing special. POA,run thru unit 5 since tomorrrow is the test,BEO,as usual,nothing special & lastly,PM1,watch movie;slumdog millionaire. How so not goodddd?! How to finish projects when the teacher kept asking us what we are we gonna do for the day?!
CA - guys,u wanna watch movie,listen to songs or do ur projects?
Obviouslyyyy la we will all choose either watch movie or listen to songs!!
Sian la that teacher. Not until the movie ends,he asked me
CA - girl,what do u wan to do for the next 1 hr? movie again,release you all or do ur projects?
Me - hmmm..projects la cher. u always release us early also what.
CA - ok! since 1 of ur classmate wans to continue with the projects,we will!
Everyone in the class started to jeerrrred to me eh. Thanks alot la.
Safiah - kalau aku,ckp aje release the class. hahahaha
Movie here n there songs here n there,when to finish?? Finish fast then thats it.
Cut that,my guy friend fetched me over at Tampiness to send me back home. Thanks again pakcik!
Yesterday was the same routine to n fro to catch fakefish band performing at BJ.
Even though the judges find it was not a gd 1,me & my girl find it the best. The very best. So guys,nothing brings you guys down okay! Me & my girl will always be ur no.1 fans! :D
Congratulations to Last Minute Heroes!
Head off to zam zam for late lunch with my girl while the guys head off to jam.
Late night as usual,CQ for relaxing sessions cum talks.
Head off by the last bus.
Accompanied by my B on the phone till i reached home. Sayannnnggg kau B!

love like sunshine,warms every moment,brightens everyday..

2009-08-13T17:32:00.008+08:00

Last Saturday was spent beautifully with a guy friend which i was nearly got bubbled. He was late for like 2 hours but dued to my patience,i waited for him to get ready because he was actually overslept! He came over gentlemanly fetching me right at where i was seated down. Booked tickets for the midnight movie,the hangover. Ate our late dinner at secret recipe. Chilled around after dinner while waiting for our movie at 12am sharp. Not until.... I saw unwanted faces around. Called up my girl to tell her & everything went fine after a short of encouragement words from her over the phone. I swear i fell asleep most of the time in the theatre. But what to do kan...My eyes is really falling on me.
Until the movie finished at 2am,i was already thinking how should i go back home.

A cab home? Nooooooo..!!! I did not carry as much money for the cab.
Not until..........We proceed to the carpark & i realised he already has a car ._.
Thanks eh. U got me cracked my brains for no reason. We had our late supper & he sent me home. *Hugs* & bid gdbye.
i brought along my camera & realised that the battery was not inserted in ._.
him-soorrry la bannyak bannyak sebab awak tunggu kite lame sangt. my off days,i send u to n fro to school okay?

Thanks eh awak!!

Meet up with my classmate of girls the next day since they wanna watch the fireworks together.
Bumped into cuzzy Zanna & friends at macdonalds.
Bumped into cuzzy Eka & friends outside macdonalds
Meet up with my girl to n fro with her guyfriends.
& lastlyyyyyy!! finally bumped into eena & lisa!
Wanna head off home quite late but since Saf's sister wanna send us home,we head off home early. Thanks kak!
So that was how my weekends spent.
Whats more on this weekend? Hakim's gig over at BJ.
Gd luck eh Kim :))))
Im coming im coming im coming
*smiles widely*

I reached home today & i saw my sis holding a new phone for herself! Her bf bought it for her!
Bluek!

getaway with my girl & her family

2009-08-11T20:31:00.032+08:00

(My camera)

(My girl's camera)

1 WORD TO DESCRIBE MY GETAWAY,AWESOME!
I WANNA GO BACK THERE PLSSS CIK!!!!
or might be better if its only myself n my girl~!
whats more with the hotel that we are staying is located at the center of their town area. cool shit or what?!
Late night song,as usual my girl 'sebelum cahaya' till my ipod went dead to 20% low. Bacin kau.
And she can even told me she didnt switched off the tv before she went to sleep but the tv is already off when we woke up. Scarrryyy baby!
Thanks to her mother,her father,my girl,her brother & her father's car. w/o the car & her father,we couldnt have make it to KL,w/o her mother,i have to fork out alot of money be it the hotel,foods or whatever,w/o her brother,our pictures will not be this much & of course w/o my girl,we wouldnt be spending time happily together in the same room & everywhere!
So thank you,makcik,pakcik,haqim dan yg terhormat kawan saye,NURRRRR!!!
And so i came back singapore... with the brand new me leaving behind my old past memories over at KL. I stepped forward to look much more in life..

blogger sucks.

2009-08-08T12:58:00.002+08:00

Seriously,i wanna update badly butttt with this kind of situation on blogger,i am so dead down.
My short getaway was awesome with my girl!
I promise i'll update about my getaway & other stuffs when blogger is okay.
Wah piang,dun tell me hakim is having another gig on the 15th?

thanks for your ignorance face

2009-07-31T15:03:00.004+08:00

Firstly,i was upset that blogger is still not in a good condition.
But yeah,school this week was fine. Skipped PM lesson today as i dun feel like going. Went to collect my passport & off which a ride home from bugis. This friend of mine saw the bus from afar so she was asking me whether should we catch that bus. To what i knew,i turned my head,i saw her already running to catch the bus & i was left behind. Imagined,2 girls running on a road chasing the bus from a very fucking long distance. The bus driver was like "why are you both running? i can wait for you both." and he started to laugh. Nabey.
Right after we sat down,i stared at Asmida's face & she stared mine,we started to laugh like hell! Seriously,pecah2 perot sak! With our panting & all. Hahahahahaha!
Asmida - kite keja bus macam ade 1 bus aje eh?
Me - kau ah! aku pusing je tgk kau da lari tglkn aku! nabey!
Asmida - hahahahahaha! aku malas ah nak tunggu lagi 1 bus. 20 min plak tu!
Me - yelah. hahahahaha!
Asmida - kau bayangkan eh kalau ade 1 bus aje abeh smue keja kan tu bus aje,kau imagine ah.
Me - melampau sak kau! bus ni bukan la besar sngt sak nak fit SEMUE org. mampos ah gitu smue org mati tercepit!
Asmida - hahahahaha ah2 siak! eh tapi kan kekek ah kite lari kt road tadi!
Me - TAU TAKPE! KAU AH!
After a few busstops,both of us is already asleep ._.
On the other hand,i can't wait for tomorrrrrowwwssss outing with my girl's side.
and of course,everything was not fine before but!! thanks to my girl that i can get through this. thanks alot beb!
i wannnnaaaa takeee a shorttt nap.

don't count the days,make the days count you.

2009-07-24T16:47:00.004+08:00

Somehow,someday i feel so shitty & lerthagic. Always.
Yesterday almost eh,almost had a fight with my POA teacher. She told us there will be a test the next day but she nagged about her brother la niece la till it was beyond 12pm & it was just a little about POA.
Mrs Png-What you wan to be when u finish sch already ah?
Michael-Cher u asked we all ah like primary 1 kid u know
Mrs Png-Yalah then u all complain2 every week got test. Not today,when u wan to study? I guarantee 1 day u all wash toilet then u know. Now singapore ah not easy find jobs u know.They take in more China. Now the people from China can speak fluent English already.
Me-Where can like that cher! Only ITE students must wash toilet ah? Wash toilet also work what! If not where to get money? The toilet all so clean because got cleaner what. U looked down on cleaners ah cher!
Mrs Png-Like my brother la last time dun wan to study den now wan to study old already got children already den dunnoe how to spell this & that must call me everyday. U wan to become like that ah?
Me-haiyah cher u nag nag nag u wan to teach or talk about ur brother?!!
Mrs Png-I am just telling u all..
Yusrina-Yalah yalah cher
She continued to write on the board when suddenly she knew something came into her mind,she started to talk again. Walauuuuu!!!! Make my bloodddddd rise sia this teacher!!
Mrs Png-What are u supposed to tell ur children if 1 day u got children already?
Me-Tell my children study hard,no education in singapore very hard to find jobs then ask them "what u wan to be when u finish sch already? U wan to wash toilet ah? No right?"
Asmida-Ahhh tell them later old already wan to sch la later dunnoe how to spell this & that wan to call mummy everyday at work..
Mrs Png-Yes correct. Good.
Everyone started to laugh eh.
She continued with her lessons again then she talk again!!!! WTH kan this teacher!!!
Mrs Png-U know my brother cannot issue out cheques because he dunnoe how to write in english. He was a sec2 dropout.
Michael-Then go teach ur brother how to spell la! U teacher what!
Me-(shouting) Cher u wan to teach or u wan to talk about ur brother la niece la??!!!!! u bring ur brother & niece come here la talk to us!! u talk so much la cher tomorrow test everyone fail later u say our class worst la what la!!
Mrs Png-Mahirah,why are you so bad today?
Michael-yalah cher u talk so much sia!!
Me-not bad ah cher i cannot tahan already since the past 1 hr 30 mins u keep talking about ur brother la niece la.. 12 pm end lesson already den nothing go inside head
Mrs Png-i know i know i tell u all only dun so bad dun wan to listen to me talk
Michael-yalah yalah cher faster continue
Me- PPFFFFFTTTT!!! ._.
I swear the conversation is fucking long when she talks!
Sibei sian!
Drop that,the other lessons was ok but i was too lethargic to attend 2 lessons today so myself & the girls head off to cafe 2.Last lesson for today was PM.More brainstorming but finalllyy we sticked to 1 which we think can work out. We'll see how it goes.
Off to TM since the girls wanna have lunch at macdonals. Met Gennie at the busstop. *hugs*
Rushed home since As is having her heritagefest show at 5pm. Slept in the bus together with her like a log. hahahahaha
Since i am feeling so tired,i've thought of sleeping when i reached home but then here i am blogging because i am no longer sleepy!
hopefully Hakim's gig will be fine tomorrow.
I have to head down to Lavender ALONE 1st thing 1st tomorrow to renew my passport because im gonna get a getaway with my girl next weeeek!!
tak sabaarrrrr pe ganggggggg~!!!

it's killing me,you know that its torture

2009-07-22T13:34:00.003+08:00

If you knew i was only ur pillar,tell me straight
If you knew i was not the one,don't make me feel as if i was the one
If you knew you need me,you wouldnt find me at the any extense of alternate days
If you knew we are not gonna work things out,tell me so i wont be hoping
Because the feelings that is kept inside me is telling me to let go...

In just two days,tomorrow will be yesterday..

2009-07-18T12:26:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the long absence. Busy with school & of course projects are pilling up.
Basically school was okay except that i have to get used to lessons at 8am. I might be lying if i am really 100% concentrating on the lesson when the teacher is teaching. Either i am yawning away,trying to control my eyes from closing,eating,fidgeting with pens,listen to my ipod,shake my legs or stare at the teacher but my mind is elsewhere. I don't know if i am going to continue this way ._.
Drop that,last friday went to Hakim's gig. Was abit pissed off but overall it was okay. Had late dinner at lau pa sat with the girl & her guy & Indra joined along as i was alone. Off home by NR.
Next weekend Hakim is having his gig again. Might be going. We'll see how it goes.
Yesterday during PM lesson,we are required to write out a msg to dunno-who for the national day agenda's. What do you want in Singapore that Singapore do not have?
Since our teacher is something in this world (puiiikkk!!),he decided to help us out,in a way that he will rephrase our sentences or even challenge us to many sort of questions. Some of them wrote that they want ITE to wear home clothes to school la,basketball area to have 24 hours of lights la,don wan neighbourhood to be so racists la,dun build casino in Singapore la later they will go bankrupt,cut down taking foreigners in la bla bla bla bla
This friend of mine,Jasline,she will always enter the class very very late. But then she suggested to have more night events in Singapore. Because of her,me & Asmida started to debate among each other hahahahahahahaha
Asmida: wah night event ah jasline? later come sch late! u want singapore to hold night event sommore! the next day cannot wake up go sch!
Me: yalah jasline hahahahaha
Asmida: cannot night event la! later my mother & father scold come back late!
Me: then don't go la ass!
Asmida: sommore Singapore got law teenagers cannot go home late what!
Me: NOW TEENAGERS GOT FOLLOW LAW AH??!!
Asmida: *middle finger*
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Yin Lue: wah you (pointing at me) so bad leh hentam ur friend like that hahahahahaha
Teacher: wah i like this way ah like debate like that next time we do like this la
._.
What did i wrote down?
Cut down accepting people with only mandarin speaking for working
The teacher gave a me a 1 look eh. Then he said, "okok u just write down"
Serve u right la teacher!
Cut that,I do not know where i put my eyes when i pressed the button for warm water just now. Accidentally,i pressed the hot button & when i drank a whole lot of it,i spit everything out! & now i burned my tongue. %$^&*#!!@ still sleeping i guessed ._.
today is already saturday,shuld i rot at home or go out instead?
Both of my sisters is already out!!
pffftttt

even though ur heart is cracking,u should just smile.

2009-07-08T19:31:00.007+08:00

I watched the 2nd telecast of Michael Jackson's commeration day. Can't help but cried.

If you really want to do something, you do it. You don't save it for a sound bite.

2009-07-08T15:47:00.006+08:00

School ended early as early at 11am n i am stucked here since 2pm.
Wah ever since school started at 8am,i slept like swine eh inside the bus. Taik ah.
Accompanied Asmida to her guy's workplace to take some stuffs for her dance & accompanied her to bpp coz she is craving for bandito. Forever ah dektu. Off home after that.
Pissed off for awhile with who eh? suddenly i was fucking pissed off when i reached home. Dued to tiredness i guessed.
My class timetable is out! 4 days of starting sch at 8am & a day at 9.30am. Wah sian. So many theory siak. Had a brief of what's gonna happen for every subjects. Projects piled up eh! Thanks teacher! Had POA in the lab just now to start with our practical projects butttt this eyes of mine.. stared right into the monitor without doing anything. Start off with the namecards & blablabla. Luckily,its not individual!!
Drop that,been meeting up with Indra Indra Indra the past few days. Aiseyman.
School at 8 tomorroww ._.
Friday will be the day for hakim.
i never knew my mind is in a twirl
i never knew he was the only one
it was only 'you'
yes,it's 'you'
suddenly i missed suffian badly,real bad
i missed every bit of him
slowly,bit by bit,i am still trying..
please help me get thru this once & for all, god.

Monday Blues

2009-07-06T18:10:00.003+08:00

Hello lovelies.
School starts today which means its the new term,new subjects,new teachers & new timetable.
Clearly stated,1st day of the new term,school starts at 8am. Bloody 8am.
I cannot go to sleep last night due to my enthusiasm of returning to school..
When i reached tampiness to wait for a friend,there is this guy which has been following me wherever i go. A malay nonsense guy.
I sat down,he sat beside me reading his newspaper. He flipped,flipped till he said
"eh hello excuse me"
I was like "uh? who are you to shoo me away?" then i walked off.
He looked at me in a weird manner. Who cares? I sat at another place,he came towards me and sat beside me again. I was like "wtf does he want?"
This Asmida laughed her heads off but at the same time she is bloody scared.
I stand up & sat beside an apek because i knew he wouldnt come to me. But to my surprised,he stand up from where he was,he came standing beside me and finally climbed over the edge to sit beside me with his bloody face. I was so fucking pissed off till i stared at him with my 1 kind look & he looked away. After so long,i decided to move away from him n just stand. But to my surprised again eh,he stand up quickly to follow where i wanna go. IIRRIIITATINGGGGGGG KAPEEEE!!!!
Lastly,i saw him taking out some flyers and began to give to people.
I do not know whether he was there to give out flyers or he was just eyeing on people.
1st day of the week & this is what i get. Thanks eh mat belo.
The timetable is not given yet dued to my CA is away on course & will only be back by next tuesday.
When i reached school,the lessons were all so boring & we ended up having 2 hours of lunch & get back to the 2nd lesson of subject but we are stucked in a room that the teacher didnt enter at all for an hr but we have to report to another room which is not told by the class chairman. I love that chairman of mine ah. She is the chairman which keeps everything to herself & her group whenever she knew something changes at the very last minute & we ended up doing nothing for the period but wasted alot of time. She ended up giving alot of excuses when everyone asked her. I feel like spitting at her face. What for siak become the chairman if she is not cooperating with us?
Can i say my SBM teacher is freaking fierce? Yes,he is. Scary baby per die peh shouting.
Buttttt when he talks,my eyes is freaking heavy siak to open. Look right,look left,everyone went to sleep. Now i wonder can i go through this for the rest of the month?
Monday & tuesday is my heavy day for school but for the rest of the day,we'll be ending at 12noon. Ok ok la tu. Just that the 1st lesson is at 8am.
Today is my 1st day of period. So weak all over. Bad stomach cramps. Bought 2 extra panadols. Very very heavy. All i wanted was to sit all day long w/o walking.
Met up with my girl for awhile sebab member kene halau,kene balek,kene pergi doctor dan kene quarantine because of her high temperature. She is perfectly fine. Hahahahahaha punye la mengamok member!
Cut that,rain rain rain,took 38 to 2 busstops away to take 5. Punye la ngantok aku! I sat down,closed my eyes & went to lala land. With the air con sommore. Haiyah.
It is still not confirmed what time should we report to school tomorrow.
Ma fan ah this teacher go course la go that la.

Life's Been Busy.

2009-07-02T19:01:00.002+08:00

I am so busy with AYG,with stuffs & soon to come,i'll be busy with school.
Now,i've got to get ready to meet my girl at 7.30pm.
talk talk talk gossips gossips gossips
I promise,i'll update soon.
Take care readers!

dari segenggam jadi segantang.

2009-06-25T13:26:00.006+08:00

Hakim did blogged that he wants me & my girl to be there for his performance.
Sure will :)
Yesterday went out to get ibu's facial wash at BB then head off to town with lil sis to get some stuffs. After which head off home.

Had this conversation with zad for awhile.
Yes zad,i am trying to avoid u.
I thought u were the pillar to forget everything what i've been through but i am WRONG.
I contacted with u with just for the sake of contacting. I've tried but i guessed this is it.
Thanks Zad for the night calls & everything that u've done to brighten me up.
Drop that,my class advisor dropped me a msg in the morning of yesterday.
CA: Hi. How was yr GPA score and individual module grades?
Me: Hi. Have yet to check la cher. Later.
-----------------------------------------------------------
Me:Cher,checked already. Quite ok. Got 3.2 for my GPA.
CA: Good,3 A's 1 B.
Me: Nola,2 A's 1 B 1 C
CA: Satisfied?
Me: Was aiming for 3.5 actually but i did my best already what. Quite satisfied.
CA: Good. Aim for 4 next term.
Me: Aiyah 4 ah?! 3.5 cannot get den wan to aim for 4 ah?
CA: Can la.. Try
Me: Ok lor. Thank you.
HAHAHAHAHAHA suddenly i miss going to school. Haiyah.
Cut cut cut,i dreamt about HIM last night & that i fought with HER.
Cool shit kape?
Not until..... My kakak knocked me with her bag while she was walking den my dream vanished..
Bacin ah!
Indra mentioned that he missed me uh. Bacin,jumpe i ah.
B aku plak bile nak balek sak.
Cpt la balek B!
Night meet up with my girl. Yay!

Bermuka Dua

2009-06-23T20:34:00.003+08:00

Things wasn't the way i wanted. Yesterday was a disaster. Everything was revealed.
WHO SHOULD I FREAKING TRUST?

Should i trust the lady or the guy?
Are they covering for each other's back to not let me know?
Well....Im taking it fine n slow.
Cut that,i think zad is slowly showing me his true colours. Thanks eh zad. Never did expect things to turn out this way.
Should i let it go or should i stay on?
B aku jugak the best!
Sayannnngggg kau b!

saturday night with my girl & the guy

2009-06-22T15:48:00.006+08:00

IT WAS A BLAST.
No words can describe how happy i was when i was out with the girl & the guy.
1st meet was with the girl to accompany her to have her late dinner at subway.
Walked aimlessly to clarke quay,sat at the bridge & had a great talk while waiting for the guy which is very very very very late. But nevertheless,he reached at 12+ n off we went to cheers to accompany the guy to withdraw his money. Drinks is not cold there so we decided to head off to 7-11. 2 words;pissed off. Cut that,slack at clarke quay,had an heart to heart talk between me & the guy so the girl can compare. So whats next? Its up to you girl.
snap snap snap pictures pictures pictures
till at a time,we are in a state "should we go home by NR or the 1st bus?"
So that was it. The 1st bus home the next day.
I swear i was in the verge of getting so bored when it was only 5am. Not until,this girl of mine is already in her lala land. Me n hakim ended up talking2 about this group of bangla. Thanks eh.
Wake her up as we felt so uneasy by then. Sat at the busstop for like an hr to catch up the 1st bus & by then,the girl is already gila-gila.
Was planning to take a nap in the bus.... Not until,shaffiq,afiq & his mates boarded the bus.
& not until tooo.....my ex boarded the bus too with his mates. bacin tol. met with the wrg people at the wrg time. I did not fell asleep but the guy n my girl fell asleep. Woke the guy up takot2 die tak dpt turon & it was my turn to alight,i woke my girl up. Takot2 terlajak plak.
Alight the bus & was accompanied by zad on the phone till i reached home. Thanks zad.
So that was how my saturday was spent.
Moreeeeeeee of itttttt to comeeeeee
I love you girl.

Observe your enemies,for they first find out your faults.

2009-06-20T15:33:00.002+08:00

I didnt wan to let my parents know that i am no longer with him.
But initially,my parents found out. With the help of YOU. Thanks alot for making things worst.
They did gave me a earful recently but knowing the whole lot of the stories,they told me to stay strong n throw everything away.
Life seems to be going on fine i guessed.
Throw everything away n continue to look forward with a positive mindset.
I woke up late for 3 days straight to work & let my aunt n my uncle wait for me for a long time. Yesterday was my last day at Epson working with my aunt. I was not looking forward for my last day. Im gonna miss the whole bunch of people like again. When the hell am i returning there again?? 1st day of work,i was like "ahhhhhhhh itssss beeeenn a loonngggg timeeeee since i last stepped my leg here"
Was abit blur by the new task given by aunty because this is even harder when u dunnoe a single thing about the task of the other assistant n ur task is taken by another assistant ever since u've quit working.
Initially,alhamdullilah,i've made it through. Everyone was likeeeeeeeeeee
"eh hellooo! (waving at me)"
"wahhhhhh lame takda datang!!!"
"wahhhh long time never see you"
"eh you come back?"
"eh you look different ah?"
"now school holiday ah?"
"until when you work here?"
"eh sayanggg mana pergiii?"
"eh ur hair so longg ah?"
I dun even looked at their faces & they knew it was me coming back. All sorts of questions. I didnt even know that so many ppl missed me so much eh. Thanks alot la korang2 eh smue. Pasal rmbt pon jadi masalah. Just so i knew,i tied up my hair in bun last time but the week when im working,i dun bother to tie up to a bun. Ponytail will do. No wonder ppl asked. Haha! The canteen is furnished with 'sanitizers' all over the table eh. Pegi balek pakai. Haha! Rodaaaaaaaaa as usual,crazy over the peanut guy. Me as usual,my chinese bf but too bad he's married. Im gonna missss Juey,peanut,cik salimi,my chinese bf,eric,qianfu,makcik bb,makcik ngade2,pak botak,my sugar grandfather,pakcik guard,karipok,shark boy,kak diana,kak ros,makcik sikit sikit sikit,boy mate bulat,china cute guy,cik rohaya & allllllll sorrtttsss of people.
Me n cuzins just realised that we've given alot of names to alot of ppl to represent them. We laughed like hell,talked all kinds of shits,imagine all sorts of things so on n so forth.
I was paid by the pay of cik ana for taking up her task even though i didnt help much. Up sikit. Thanks ciksu! Saaaayannnngg kamuu sngt!
After work,was supposed to go to cik mira's espirit outlet at novena but she was on leave but instead we head off to IMM to view the espirit outlets. Tangan aku itchy sngt nak mampos eh. Grab a pants which is originally at $89.90 but was dropped dwn to $39.90 & additonal of 20% & it was at $27.10. Kalau cik mira adeeeeeee,i can get an additional of 40%. Aiseyyman. Berape je aku bayar tu nanti. Hahaha but it was worth it. Had late lunch at LJS & head off to giant to buy some stuffs with ciksu. Head off home after that & the plan for yesterday gathering was cocked up.
Today was supposed to meet my girl for a session but there's not been a call since just now.
What time ni what time ni?
I guessed thats about it?
anddd ohhhh; i miss zad.
Take care all.

Be still when you have nothing to say;when genuine passion moves you,say what you've got to say,and say it hot.

2009-06-18T20:08:00.011+08:00

"And i want to have a happy family wit madia n sara n more future family members."

For a second,i thought how should i feel
No feelings can describe how i felt right now.
Happy?
Stunned?
Sad?
Down?
Angry?
I dunnoe.
I stared right into the computer screen.
But whole lot of i knew,i did cried.
For a minute.
I text my girl.
She was down too.
We are down.
I didnt knew everything would turned out this way.
THANKS EH MARDHIAH
U ARE SUCHA FUCKING BIG LIAR EH
SO MUCH FOR HELPING ME BUT U STABBED ME FROM THE BACK
SO MUCH FOR BEING 'BESTFRIENDS' ONLY
2 WORD;FUCK OFF!

------------------------------------------------------------------
I let this go with a very very very heavy heart & hoping this would get any better but it was the most saddening news i've ever seen with my own eyes.
I was hoping to forget everything & just befriends & not enemy but now i feel so sucky till i was thinking of killing both of them. No,not both. 3 of them.
AAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
I hate this feeling.
It sucksssss alottttttttttttttttttttttt

Back To Basic

2009-06-14T16:43:00.005+08:00

Everythings seems very hard day by day but i've always prayed for the better.
Thanks for all the advises & encouragement to move on with life given by besty,sisters and all.
Tomorrow,back to basic. I am offffffff to worrrrrkkkk!!! Kaching kaching!
Hopefully tomorrow is a better week.
Mardhiah asked me out today. I skipped. Why should i when she was in the wrg for everything?
On top of that,my bestttttyyyy is away to melaka!!!! I'll be alone for a day or two till tuesday.
Jangan kau contact aku after a weeeeekkk sua ehhhhh
I jagekan mr braces u kay kay
Pray for ur to n fro safe journey :))))
Love ya laddddyyyyy!!

Hopefully I am Fine Now..

2009-06-12T15:52:00.004+08:00

I've been occupying myself with stuffs for the past few days.
Jogging at the stadium with besty,stared in space fow few hours and ended up sleeping,talking with the sisters,dunnoe what the hell im doing infront of the lappy hours n hours,went to aunty's house just to kill time so on and so forth..

Everything is still fresh in my mind but yes,hopefully day by day everything vanished..
I wannnnnaaaaaaa settttttt myselfffffff eeeaaseeeeeee attttttt mindddddddd!!!!!

i have to learn to let it go...

2009-06-10T14:02:00.003+08:00

I did all i could. To forget everything and move on...
Thanks to EEN. We did have the heart to heart talk & she told me to let go everything. Which is my cries.
I cried and cried and cried and cried till i do not know until when.. Even now im tearing as im typing..
I leave him with a very very very very heavy heart & we both tried to forget everything..
Now,i feel so akward labelling ourselves as friends.. Yes,friends.
My appetite of eating is not there since the past 1 week.. I only took up drinks to make my stomach full..
My sisters even cried for me when they saw me in this state..
kakak: kau tak makan?
me: no.
I think its time to let go but it takes a longer time....

Our Journey Ends Here...

2009-06-08T12:32:00.007+08:00

Mardhiah.

Lets just say the previous post i made,i was pranked by a friend.

I didnt wanna show it all out...

Yes Mardhiah,u are to blame but maybe myself and Yan had this all coming..

Yes,after so long,we finally end our relationship at 2 years 6 months & a week.

We both were very heavy at hearts but i think its time..

Maybe not now.

Later or someday.

It wasnt easy. Yes,it wasnt easy at all. It takes alot of courage to go through this especially when u've committed so much on the relationship..

EEN was right. What goes around comes around. Ade pegi ade balek la ganngggg

So i guessed,thats it?

More of me to come of my single hood status :)

Take care all.

What If I Treat Each Day As A Cause For Celebration?

2009-06-05T10:13:00.003+08:00

Examssssss is over which means holidays isssss in!!!!
Paper was ok. My class thought the OSA exams was so fucking easy. Well,i thought so too.
CRN was ok. Quite easy as i was ready for every chapters. Managed to answer all questions.
OFC was abit tough in a way that i don even understand wat was the passage for the comprehension was talking about???!
It seems that i answered most of the questions wrongly. Haha. The other topic such as minutes n stuffs was ok. Acceptable.
After all was over,Asmida thought of dropping by Expo as she cant resists the Popular sale. Ok we did.
So yesterday was the day Asmida was having problems at home. So she took off. Wish u a safety month anywhere you are. See you in a months time after the holidays.
Had already promised the girl that i was going to attend her performance at Kampong Glam this saturday with the friends but it seemsss that i cant make it. I was tight with the AYG training.
Sorrrryy makcik.
Kakak wake me up to join her at AMK to babysit the 2 kids buttttt i gave it a missed. I shoud have gone there cozzzz i was left alone at home now as nenek had just gone to Azie's crib. Adek was out with her friends.
I missed working with my aunty which means i gotta help out at the canteen on the 3rd week of the holidays as Cik Ana will be away for a week to Rendang. Was it Rendang or what? Nvm.
Talking about the canteen,i saw a worker who works at the factory at the traffic lights & he gave me 1 kind of a look. Haha. He came up to me n said
him:u work where?
me: huh? i still schooling lah.
him: no working at epson ah?
me: 3rd week of my school holiday i go there. why? miss me uh?
him: ya lor my friend all asked about u
me: haha ok. later la i come. i wan to go home la i see you at work later?
him: ohh okok
thats the shit. this cute china guy actually recognised me! hahahahahaha

I was awaken by Oyan early in the morning asking me about general office number. I was still half asleep & he still can talk so much on the phone. Thanks ehhh Oyan.

The Longer Journey Starts With A Single Step.

2009-05-30T11:48:00.005+08:00

Last Thursday head off to AMK to babysit the 2 kids along with kakak. I swear i misssss the 2 kidsss so fucking much.

Friday school as per normal. Had our last lessons for OFC & OSA. Went home by train n by a sudden reaction,a girl pulled my hand. Guess who? Bazillah! Working as a flyer at the interchange. -.-

Had a chat with Wen Hui over the msn.

C.W.H: hi wah long time no c ar

hahahahahahaha

Met up with As in the early morning just now to send her a document regarding my AYG. Bacin bukan nak mandi!

Drop that,i've yet to study for my CRN exams. So when will it beeeee???

My facial appointment is falling on the day i'll be having training at Safra. Which means i have to skip either 1. I swear its been awhile since i last visit the dental sooo.... my sister has booked an appointment for me next month to visit the doctor over at her workplace. Kakak plssssss assist the doctorrrrrr!!!

How bored can my saturday be? Adek is out shopping for her stuffs at town after getting some kachinggggg ($$) from mum. Somemoreeee now sales period!!! I've yet to think what to get with the money. Shop at espirit at Cik Mira's outlet & get a 40% off for every item??? Get my eyeing nike shoes??? Or shall i do a cover up for my lappy??

ayah: jangan pegang duit tu lame2 nanti habis tak nampak ape yg kau beli

Shitx man. Still considering.

Everything Starts Little...

2009-05-27T16:55:00.006+08:00

Its been more than a month.

Everything's been very fine..

Of course tons & tons of stories to share!

SCHOOL

Classmates has been such an asssss not attending lessons in the morning n ended up 10 only attended everything on time in the morning. My group n a chinese group. So.. the teachers cancelled all lessons since last week for CRN n MDP. Which is left only OSA,LLA & OFC. We even had 3-4 hours of lunch before the next lessons starts. School has never been easy for me to cope with studies especially CRN which needs alot of reading n memorizing. But im able to overcome my difficulties. I handed up my MDP flash photoshop project on time yesterday. Individual projects assss. I swear im gonna miss having MDP lessons because yesterday was the last day we entered that lab. Alhamdulillah,i scored very well in all the subjects n i was placed in the 6th position in class along with a friend,Asmida in the top 10. Lessons for tomorrow is only an hr so the teacher brought the lesson to Friday which means tomorrow no sch! 1st-3rd of June will be the last exams for the subjects before we changed to another subjects. After 3rd June is holidays! Which means im gonna rot at home looking after the kiddies! Basket tol.

DANISH LA'QASTARI & AIN

Sister's bf sent over 2 of his siblings every morning on certain reasons & they are left here to be taken care of. I swear this 2 kids gets on my nerves everytime i reached home from sch buttttttt they are so fuckinggggg cute & innocent that makes me more relaxed when im home rather than plain tired. Danish makes me wannnaa pinchhhhh him everytime i saw him. Ain sometimes really get on my nerves with her never ending questioning me questions. Now i misssedddd them even more when they are not here anymore. I've always pester my sis to call her bf to send over the 2 kidssss. June's holiday is coming so he'll be sending the 2 kids! Yay!

BOYFRIEND

We've been meeting up for breakfast before my sch starts at least 2 times in a month & he'll send me off to school. Now when the helllll are you going to return me the PSP charger??!!! Forgetfulnesss! But neverthelesss,i still love you. We are turning 30 months next Monday. HOOOOORAAAYY!

ASIAN YOUTH GAMES (AYG)

I ended sch at 6.30 pm since last 2 weeks of Fridays to go through the training for volunteering along with Safiah,Rachel & Daniel. As informed thru email,I was selected for the AYG volunteering at Safra Yishun under shootinnggggg. How badlyy i wan to be selected for either under soccer,bowling or beach volleyballll!!! sobs. But nvm ah. Shooting more relax. Haha. & im all alone as the others were put under different sports.

I guessed im done.
Moreeee to comeee when im really free.

change.

2009-05-20T21:00:00.001+08:00

I'll be back when im free.

PROMISE!

almost easy

2009-04-10T21:46:00.005+08:00

I am just plain lazy to blog about my daily life.

But anyway,i am doing pretty fine except i am having sleepless nights..

I was down with asthma attack almost every night. & my inhaler is finishing soooon. I MUUSSSTTT get a new one from my doctor. I MUSSSTTTT cut down on soft drinks. Butttt plain water doesnt taste gd. Bluek :p
Yesterday went shopping with kakak. Bugis-Mustafa-Town-Lot 1
Sumpah penat.
&&&&&& todayyyyyy!!!!!! meet up with the boy as early at 9.30 am at his house & ended up watching him sleep as he returned home in the morning from work ._.
had our lunch at his house
make our way to tampiness 1. ramai nak mampos org.
took 67 home. slept in the bus as though i was having my night sleep. cannot sleep at night mahh.
love-"macam u plak keje malam eh smlm malam tak tido"
me-(middle finger)
made our way to BPP. saw shida with his neewwwww boyfriend ._.
he sent me back home.
Tomorrrowwww meet up with love again to catch a movie
I canttttt waittttt

So is that basically what i've done over the past few days?
& back to basic on monday
LENGGITTTT perr gangggg

anniversary

2009-04-02T12:09:00.003+08:00

We've turned 2 years and 4 months which equals to 28 months yesterday.

We didnt plan out anything as he is busy working but we decided to make up everything on another day.

Many things happened recently.

My holidays are not spent wisely.I've been mugging at home doing nothing.

A guy friend is away for outstation.

Another guy friend which we've been contacting the last 6 years has been smsing me non-stop-hits.

The upcoming class chalet is drawing nearrrrr. Now i feeeeeeel i wanna go.

Meet up with As soon before she heads off to melaka & im gonna be alone for a week when sch re-opens.

grrrrrrrr

together we can,together we will,together we can overcome them

2009-03-29T20:35:00.002+08:00

I know my father is a strong and brave man.

My mother & us will encourage him..

I teared too much last night for the lest that my father & the rest will not see me teared.

Even now,im tearing.

Everythings gonna be alright.

current addiction: rin on the rox.

2009-03-28T12:55:00.002+08:00

Many things happened lately.

I shall be back blogging when im free.

Take care all.

A friend in power is a friend lost.

2009-03-23T16:24:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday was Nurul Naira's 1 yr old birthday celebration. Everything went well with the help of everyone at nenek's house. I went there alone in the morning as nenek wanted me to help out a little. Indeed,the cousins from johor was there too.As waiting,i couldnt wait for the lucky draw over at the party as what i've heard,its gonna be a whole lot of expensive gifts from espirit (from where she is working now),kappa,perfume & so on & so forth.My number was called out. #099 but!!!!!! my cousins put inside the wrg box!!!! So i was not qualified for the gift. dotx.
ERGGGGHHHHH!!!!!
sucks big time right.
dropped tat,yesterday i followed mum to the market.
& yes,it was a coincidence after 6 years straight..
------------------------------------------------------
Yesterday i encountered a bad service over at the BP interchange. The stupid apek shooed me away & shouted at me & my sis when i was asking how shuld i redeem my sister's lost ezlink. Stupid apek. & 1 muddlehead sister. Ibu told me to lodge a complain. Stupid apek,u get what u deserved!
Now here's the school holidays.
I feel so bored at home -_-
School re-opens,Asmida will not be ard for a week as she will be away to melaka for her dance.
Becomes boring & boring.
Should i go for a skin on for my lappy?
Still considering....

2009-03-18T15:40:00.002+08:00

My new baby arrived just yesterday

you wouldnt realise how fucking happy i was!

Thanks dad!

I love you many many!

Dropped tat,exams are over!

Im glad tat the paper wasnt tough & i can overcome every questions.

Will be back again,take care readers.

upcoming weeks ahead..

2009-03-08T21:00:00.002+08:00

Life's been pretty well is should say.

there is up's & down's & everything happens for a reason.

Its been awhile since i last touched this computer at home
Life with the love has been pretty nice.

Life in school is pretty much better.

Life with friends in school is pretty much ok.

Things happened which i wouldnt wan it to be but well life moves on right...?

Maybe the past 6 years was a fairytale..

Drop that,the cuzins wedding is over,everything was well done with the help by the sides.

I swear i was freaking out to know that i've to help out with the rewangs but why not since its been a long time we've done that.

Congratulations Sharizal & Lina.

May god bless with the child beside;Qiara.

Coincidentally,i wore the same colour as them on the day itself.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Todays' wedding is more livelier with the side of granny from australia at fajar.
Sadly no pics are taken because theres 2 couple got married today.
The staging was huge i shuld say,the chair was even huge & the people was all over the staging taking turns to take pictures..
Everything went well & of course the granny doesnt head home after that as she was to over excited meeting up with the long lost cuzins,the siblings..Too many stories to share..
After which,we still have 2 weddings ceremony to go to at CCK & BB.
Too much suprised,the wedding over at CCK was the wedding of the side of the guys' over at fajar before we went there..The father was a friend of my dad.
So many wedding ceremony's within this 1st 3 months of 2009.
June will be the next one. Mums' side :)
There's alot of things to be sell off by the brand of COACH.
Listing now is,wallets & purse.
Interested party,pls add me up at gal_chill@hotmail.com to ask futher details or to view the wallets or purse :)
I shall be back blogging again once i've settled everything in life.
Take care readers.

2009-02-20T18:51:00.002+08:00

ITS GONNA BE THIS LADYYYY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!

SWEET 18

Happy 18th advance birthday!!

study hard & be happy in life!

its been up & down,i know but anyway follow ur heart

more & more happy friendship to come the upcoming years!

which means im dating her tomorrow

meet up tomoorrow. see you soon :D

Love ya Ladddyy!

2009-02-11T20:18:00.004+08:00

My eyes feels so draggy in school,in the bus or during lessons just now but im all up to blogging now when i reached home;kaneneh!

Rewind back,the plan with the boy last sunday did not turned out very well

I was all up ready & decided to meet him straight after i've sent my dad's fone for service but he was having fever at the very last minute & he kept smsing me asking me when is the day i will be finishing school very very early,hell no i do not have any days which i go home very very early except for friday which is at freaking 1pm & the rest of the day is at 5 or 5.30pm ._.

yes,i was very disappointed but well..what can i do

even though he is really staying very near to my sch,he would be sleeping during my lessons basically bcoz he works at night & end his work in the morning

so...he decided to make it up to me on this sunday which i hope this time really turned out very very well

if not....i swear i feel like killllllinggggggg him!!!!

drop that,i should be sleeping now as i'll be taking the bloody 2nd bus in the morning to bedok reservoir for the CROSS COUNTRY which i dread to go!!!!!

my lessons will start at 12pm every thursday but tomorrow i'll have to bloody drag myself up

&&&& i'll only required to attend an hr lesson with the CA,bloody shit tak tu? waste my freaking time! i've tot of not going for the cross country butttt attendance will be taken & if i attend the afternoon lesson w/o going to the cross country,my attendance will be absent even though i came for the lessons. 1st lesson at 12 is cancelled. Last 2 hrs of lesson is not required to attend as i've done with the role-play just now.

bapakkaupehbulukerintingdanlebat!!!!!!

im gonna bloody walk around the reservoir till my end line.

2009-02-06T17:45:00.003+08:00

I feel so sorry + sad for a friend of both parties

but lets pray hard for both of them to be happy as what they are before this

PEOPLE FORGET,PICTURES DON'T

drop that,its closest to a month since i last meet up with the boy.

i miss him so much.

i hope the plan for this sunday is on..

& thank god,how difficult the OSA test was,i got through it all,alhamdulilah.

class has been so cocked up with the chairman's attitude preparing for the chalet

Asmida be away for a week during april for her sri warisan gendang festival at melaka

im so gonna be alone in class

next exam will be MDP

pray hard that i'll get to finish up by an hr doing the 3 qs

i miss the boy

--------------------------------------------------------

happy 21st advance birthday to kak dilla!!

freedom freedom!

many happy more years comes ahead you

god bless :D

2009-02-05T22:05:00.002+08:00

School was okay & lessons was okay.

My pockets gonna burn everyday with expensive foods.

& im not into the upcoming chalet during march holidays

i just feeeel its way too soon to plan all this whereas the bondings is not that enuff

im so much busy for now

& i promise i'll update a proper one soon

take care readers :D

2009-01-30T20:20:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DEAR HIDAYAH!

LIVE LONG TO THE RIPE OLD AGE

BE HAPPY IN LIFE

I LOVE YA LADDYYYY!!

wedding dinner & wedding day

2009-01-21T20:22:00.016+08:00

Wedding Dinner

I have no idea what was my lil sis doing & the far left guy
cam tunggu buah ape tah nak melayang da lame menganga
(below)

Ni cam mat rep joget techno instead of silat -_- irritating lambat pulak tu
(guy's side)

Like mother like daughter. hahaha all her siblings is required to wear the same kind of clothes
cam kendarat LOL

Last last kopek pe gmbr da nak balek
Everything went very well except the kuda kepang buat aku cam nak mati
Ada patut die kejar org dgn topeng seram2 kat kepala die?
Irritating gilerrr
& aku kene kacau dgn husin saaban tu!
Selamat Pengantin Baru Fadly dan Ratnawati :D

2009-01-16T23:14:00.002+08:00

My life is almost spent on school

I dun even have the time to update

Once in awhile maybe

Should i say school was okay?

It was okay.

Am i saying school is very tired?!

Yes indeed.

Most of the time i slept in the bus w/o realising im reaching my stop soon to change to another bus

& today i dropped my sweet talk right on sum1's toes

& my eyes went popped open till i reached my stop

OPEN EYES OPEN EYES

Next week is Napfa.

Scary kape da bape lame aku tak lari since i was MC on asthma during sec sch

hahahahahahaha

Tomorrow & sunday will be burn to the cousin's wedding.

Monday start skola 1st lesson S&W

yela...lengit la sngt.

okay tc readers!

2009-01-10T11:51:00.003+08:00

Hello lovelies..

1st week of school was okay except my classmates was such a chaotic

Didnt like too much but watever it is,we are together for a yr

I hope i can pull it through

Obviously,we are separated away from each other

thanks la kan

thought of changing class but i heard too many classes do not have the vacany anymore..

Lessons was okay

Lessons on Tues is gonna be very tight

As what beb said,we are already tight with 2 projects

Journey is a long way journey

But luckily hunny was there to fetch me & go when im going home w/o the girls

I didnt know the school was so tight up with discipline

fuck the landyard

fuck the school shoes

fuck the attire

fuck everything

hahaha

but if i abide to the rules,insyallah i can get over the 1 yr course.

More upcoming weeks to go to schoooool

But i love the school.

hahaha

will update more soon

tc readers.

A BRAND NEW DAY TOMORROW.

2009-01-04T17:53:00.001+08:00

How i wished tomorrow is not coming.

*biting nails*

i hope everything will goes well for me & the other girls.

pray pray pray hard.

25th monthsary

2009-01-01T14:26:00.002+08:00

We've turned 25th monthsary today.

I love you.

& happy new year to all.

2008-12-30T17:54:00.007+08:00

Hello lovelies.

Im back to update what has been happening for the past few weeks.

I know im late.

But whatever it is,lets start off with my bdae celebration on the saturday,20 dec.

Thanks alot everyone who wished me thru calling,thru smsing,thru email,thru msn & thru watever.

Thanks alot to everyone who made the effort to call me just to wish me & wake me up from my sleep. (too tired la kan after work till cannot wait until 12am)

Morning was spent with love.

Even though it was not a nice one,we did catched a movie & had our meals

Spending times together is good enough.

We catched 'yes man'. It was 5/5.

After which he let me off to meet my friends at 7.30 & he made his way back home.

Janji kul 7.15pm la kan datang nak masok kul 8.

Sampai nak terkucil aku

Heard this beb of mine is alone la kan but with a person;alif hakim

dasar bedek eh.

as soon as they reached,i made my way to the toilet den klua toilet,ade lagi 1 org;hasnim

da 3 org

i was suprised to have a dinner over at a posh place

overheard o'yan was dere inside the kitchen

the food was actually cooked by the shatec students

It was so many meals that i was so fucking full to even stand up

start off with the appetizers,soup,sherbet,main course,desserts & a hot drink at the end.

imagined that?

but somehow,i did enjoyed the meal

thanks to my lovely beb & the ever best guy;hakim

after which,met up with o'yan to have pics taken & off to sit ard & bug ard

took the NR home & bid gdbye.

thank you thank you thank you to everyone who planned this for me.

I LOVE YOU ALL'

----------------------------------------------------------------
After 5 days,it was christmas & it was my parents anniversary. yg ke berape __ aku pon lupe.
hope 2009 will make a great changes for them & let the bond of love be there forever again.
amin.
-----------------------------------------------------------------
report to work as usual the next day & met up with the boy after work at my area.
i had to spend my weekend at home & at the only late afternoon we had a meal outside with the parents.
report to work as usual on monday.
tomorrow's gonna be my freaking last dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy along with zanna
im gonna miss helping out my aunt & i pity her that no one is there to help her.
i hate to leave the job/people & my bloodddyy boyfriend (da cam phm kan aku bf aku keje situ)
Im gonna miss doing the frying,serving the people in the morning,laughed my ass off with the cousins every min,hanky panky during work & whatever i've done there!!!
freaking ass eh.
last night,this freaking ass o'yan had to wake me up from my sleep ehh
nak pinjam baju NUM.
aiseyman.
da cakap kat rumah cakapla pulak kat luar nak tdo pe pasal
hahahahahahahaha
kesian la pula nak pakai nari
dragged myself up to send the clothes to him.
talk talk laugh laugh & bid gdbye
im so doesnt wan to go to work tomorrow (bite nails)
i do not want tomorrow to come
argghhhhhh
& im so gonna freaking go off early with the cousins sommore. haiyahhhhh
shall i not be right to wished everyone on the spot,here's a BIG HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL.
MAY GREAT DAYS COME AHEAD YOU.
GOD BLESS.

2008-12-28T17:30:00.003+08:00

My huge apologies to all.

I know im lack of updates but im too busy at the moment.

I promise i'll be back as soon as possible.

Many tragedies happened this year.

2008 is coming to an end.

2009 is coming.

A fresh new start.

A fresh new of everything.

Except,the boy will always be my boy.

I hope 2009 will make a good start for me.

Amin.

2008-12-21T15:18:00.001+08:00

I've turned 17 yesterday.

Will update more about yesterday soon.

2008-12-15T19:03:00.003+08:00

I've forgotten to tell that..

MY PHONE SUDDENLY WENT DEAD ON ME LAST SATURDAY MORNING

THANKS ALOT LA EHH TO THE PHONE & NOW IM STUCKED WITH MY LIL SIS PHONE

SO FUCKING PISSED OFFF NOW

ARGGHHHHH!!!!

that's so random.

2008-12-14T14:57:00.006+08:00

The weather seems so moddyy todayy.

& tommorow im back to work.

A quickie update.

Monday-Friday as usual working.

Work is always okay with the two ladies at work.

They are not gonna be at work this coming thursday because its their results day & im gonna be alone :(

Anyway good luck ladies!

Wednesday went off as early at 2.30 to run away from attending the fire drill at 3pm.

Friday head off to Novena;United Square to meet up with cik mira who is working at Esprit.

40% off for the staff purchase;who doesnt wan it?!!

3 off us started trying on this on that in the fitting room which fits 3 of us in there.

grab 2 tops at only $38.90 overall whereas 1 top is at $39.90 & there other 1 is at $24.90 & it costs only $38.90 for both after the 40% off.

maybe next pay will grab something else.

i need to buy a new flip flops
i need a new bag
new shoes
new clothes
new jeans
new accesories

Drop that,there's so much to grab in my mind now.
Yesterday had a day with love.
To the movies,meals & window shoppings.
My eyes is eyeing on the puma originals bag which costs fucking $169!
Love is eyeing on a different puma bag which costs only $109
He's getting it on his next pay
FUCKING JEALOUS
But anywoots,love is applying for the citibank credit card tomorrow!!!!
yay yay yay yay!!!!
He told me to grab anything i want for my birthday!
So many in my lists,can i grab everything in my lists using ur card?
hahahahahaha can go fucking dream on mahirah!
we catched Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist yesterday
It was 10/10
Michael Cera is fuckinggggggg CCCCCCCCCCUUUUUUUTTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

My birthday is coming in 6 days time which is this weekend!

2008-12-10T16:55:00.003+08:00

Friday night

Lovely beb was in trouble so we did meet up n she throwed everything to me.

We talked,laughed,eyeing on the silat guy,late dinner & off home.

Im glad that she did the right thing in the end.

At least she showed some sacrifices :D

Weekends;Saturday

Last Friday was my pay day plus boyfriend's pay day too so myself & boyfriend decided to hit the town since its been a veryyyyy longgg time. Had our early breakfast at macdonalds & off to book the movie tickets at cathay cineplex. I've decided to make the day for love so i told him to choose what movie does he wanna watch,what gift does he wan & what meals does he wans for the day. He chose 'bolt' for the movie. Its was 4/5 because i've slept even before the movie starts! I had to wake up at 4.30am for work,reached home in the late afternoon at 5 & had to wake up at 8 in the morning the next day. So tell me,how would i not sleep? hahahaha! & to my shockness,its was boyfriend who slept for the 2nd half of the show. hahaha

He really didnt chose expensive stuffs as what i've expected.

He told me he wanted to picked out clothes from G2000 & a tie for his gift since he should wear that type of clothes during work & he didnt have anything in mind what to get(smart ah konon & we spent for almost 2 hours in that particular shop just waiting for him to choose his clothes & tie right)

patience is the key.

when i couldnt take it anymore,i've started to make faces.

& he said "mahirah da boring"

(dalam hati) "tau tkpe la ehh sabar je"

He wanted to have meals at KFC even though i've suggested to have our meals at delifrance.

We did our roundings at town & nothing seems to caught my eyes on what to get for myself even though the pay is already in.

It was already 8.25pm

He wanted to hit bugis,we did & nothing caught his eyes so he wanted to hit suntec instead. Since bugis is quite near to suntec,we walked to suntec.We did our few roundings to the shops & he wanted to hit marina instead. We did & many things caught his eyes so its still under pending until his next pay!

I badly wanted to eat candy empire but but but but it was already 9.51pm & we did tried our luck but it was already closed. Bloodyyyy boyfriend. He was actually surveying his things & he's forgotten abt the candy empire thingyy.

We decided to head home..

Butttt this boyfriend wanted to take 190 instead of 960 which is just infront of marina.

me-"mane ade 190 sini 960 sudah la"

him-" i taulah..kite jalan sampai chinatown nak?"

me-"huh??! ahhh sembarang la u.." (dalam hati menyumpah)

My leg started to ache & we stopped to take a rest for awhile before continuing & finally we reached chinatown to take 190.

By den,it was almost 12am so he decided to sent me off & he head off to meet a friend at teck whye before heading home taking the NR.

When i reached home,i realised I'VE FORGOTTEN TO TAKE PICTURES WITH HIM;NOT EVEN ONE EVEN THOUGH I'VE BROUGHT THE CAMERA ALONG.

baekk kapee darah aku uppp je padahal salah sendiri

But anyhoots,thanks for the day lovely!

I love you!

Weekends;Sunday

The family decided to visit an uncle of mine who is sick at teban before heading to west coast to have our dinners.

Hari Raya Haji

The weather is not in a very good condition so we decided to stay at home instead of going out to anywhere. Nenek is over at JB anyway so we've nowhere to go. Stayed at home & returned to work the next day as usual.

Today

I realised i was still sleeping when im doing my work.I've picked up a big bowl that contains hot oil to put into the wok. I've did that but when i wanted to put back the bowl on the table,the towel on my hand slipped & everything fell to the ground with the leftovers hot oil. A lil of the oil spilled on my leg. Fucking nice ehh. I was FUCKING stunned. Next thing i knew that i've to clean up the mess like a cinderella. hahahaha the crazy cousin helped me out.

zanna-"tdo eh?! kite tadi pon buat kerja macam tgh tdo abeh terdgr benda tu jatoh tros kite terbgn"

HAHAHAHAHAHA kimekkk dalam diam die mate pon tgh ngantok HAHAHAHAHAHA

itu ajaran bagi ku! hahahahahahaha

I shall end my post with a picture during work.
hahaha sungguh tak lawa muka-muka ni

Take care readers.